Name:
xia0hu
俊瑞
Date of Birth:
22nd February 1988
Schools Been To:
Boon Lay Garden Primary
Music Concerto Music School
Dunearn Secondary
Ocean Butterflies Musicology
Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Ossia Muic School
Wants:
Her.
Guitar
Keyboard
Necklace
Bike 2A Licence
Car License
Small Fridge
Vertical Iron
Good Quality Recorder
Small Sofa
Hates:
Liars
Being Forced
HeartBreaks
People Leaving
Backstabbers
Flirts
Imature People
Proud People
Etc..
Hopes:
Someone Who Can Pull Me Up When
I'm Down, SomeOne Who Could Give
Me Strength When I'm Down. SomeOne
Can Guide Me Through When I'm Lost
Someone Someone... The Last One
but everythingmeans nothing.
I'm back !! It's been awhile since I've touched this. I guess its about a year plus already. I dunno why I decide to come back and post something but I'm back haha. Alright life is different nowadays, we are all growing up, on our journey to achieve something of our life, goals and aims. To be someone better. I'm also inside the race now, I've many aims in life that I hope to achieve, I know that I'm rushing and I may end up falling, so I must control n be patient with what I'm doing. Too many thing to type, I'll start from today, today sales wasn't very good, but I did tried today. Guess its just not enough .
~ Time Is Never Enough To Spend With You
~ Its Not A Show Off, Its How I Would Treat You As The Same Way As How I Did To That HardWork
~ I Love You Baby...
Saturday !
Best Day. Laughter, Sweat, Food , Entertainment And Chatting, Day was so perfect, no worries at all, Love the feeling of the 2 person world that we had, Sitting down drinking Tea and Chatting, Seeing HER smile Is The BEST thing that would happen. Everything Is worthwhile, and fun. Too many things to do yesterday. Only Both of us know ! Its a Secret !
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Friday, December 23, 2011
After work I search the while town just trying to find a poster. Went , plaza sing and funan. Leg was so sore, and still i couldn't find anything. This, I went home after that. I'm so tired that I slept on the bus which it took me 90mins .
I dunno why I feel down tonight and I really wanted a listening ear to talk to. I guess there isn't anymore tonight. I'll just sleep and start my tml. Goodnight
if i ain't got you|12:16 AM
Monday, September 20, 2010
Today Was a half day, went to camp n listen for some talks. After had lunch in that cookhouse and leave * GROsS* . i think that meal could last me very long as i feel very gross eating. LOL... For who love food and think that is bad, can you imagine ? LOL
Was deciding where to go out or not. Had plans to go k box, bukit timah eat And other places. Had so many plans. AND !!! in the end i went home. hahaha... i was too tired to go out already which i need a good nap so that i could work better for this week. Why am i so tired? Maybe due to last week, I always sleep very late. I can sleep as little as 3 hours and go work. And during work i had Physcical trianing, would have to run 4 - 10km depending on what we intending to train on today. Depriving of sleep, and high activity level really makes me feel like a living zombie. Luckily i have my Energy Booster, Her ! :) ..
Its evening now, I Would be a good boy, I will finish my song today.
~ I Wan The World To See What You Meant To Me
~ I Miss You
~ Connections/Com Please Dont Give ME Anymore Problems Else You Will Be Formatted !
Haha
Was deciding where to go out or not. Had plans to go k box, bukit timah eat And other places. Had so many plans. AND !!! in the end i went home. hahaha... i was too tired to go out already which i need a good nap so that i could work better for this week. Why am i so tired? Maybe due to last week, I always sleep very late. I can sleep as little as 3 hours and go work. And during work i had Physcical trianing, would have to run 4 - 10km depending on what we intending to train on today. Depriving of sleep, and high activity level really makes me feel like a living zombie. Luckily i have my Energy Booster, Her ! :) ..
Its evening now, I Would be a good boy, I will finish my song today.
~ I Wan The World To See What You Meant To Me
~ I Miss You
~ Connections/Com Please Dont Give ME Anymore Problems Else You Will Be Formatted !
Haha
J S
if i ain't got you|7:02 PM
19/09/2010
Sunday, Lesson. Finally clear that super hard to feel song. lOL.. Baby came, She decide to meet me. Was touched to see her came down. After the lesson end, i tried to guess and look for her in the building( Where i thought normally where she might be) But, I'm WRONG ! Lol.. I went start bucks (Cuz she always would be there drinking) , LIbrary ( Guess she would be at the megazines corner) But... I'm Wrong !! haha.. I just gave myself 5 mins to look for her. And if i did not see her, i would call and find her. I Do not want her to wait so long for me. Then just when i saw her, i tried to hide as i wanna give a her surprise, she saw me !! AHHHH !! TMD !! lOL... But she was so tried. *Heartache.
Had a whole day of fun out with her. We went around from north to east, n east to north then her home. I Told her alot of things, things that only me and her would know.
I saw her efforts and everything, trying to make this relationship a long last one too. And baby, This is what i wanna tell you. "Baby.. Thx so much for everything that you've done for me. You would always say that you dont know how to show about your feelings or words. But deep down in me, i feel everything that you've said n did. And I really cherish it everytime. From now I've no longer have any secret that is hiding in me anymore. And baby, Do not stress yourself in trying to be very good to me. You will get better as time goes. And I Love You the way you are, i wan you to be comfortable with me where you would not have so much stress. Thus, baby everthing that you do would be appreciate by me. And I Would always always love you "
And yeah, so baby just be who you are, we will work hard together to achieve our goals and aims. *hook fingers*
Sunday, Lesson. Finally clear that super hard to feel song. lOL.. Baby came, She decide to meet me. Was touched to see her came down. After the lesson end, i tried to guess and look for her in the building( Where i thought normally where she might be) But, I'm WRONG ! Lol.. I went start bucks (Cuz she always would be there drinking) , LIbrary ( Guess she would be at the megazines corner) But... I'm Wrong !! haha.. I just gave myself 5 mins to look for her. And if i did not see her, i would call and find her. I Do not want her to wait so long for me. Then just when i saw her, i tried to hide as i wanna give a her surprise, she saw me !! AHHHH !! TMD !! lOL... But she was so tried. *Heartache.
Had a whole day of fun out with her. We went around from north to east, n east to north then her home. I Told her alot of things, things that only me and her would know.
I saw her efforts and everything, trying to make this relationship a long last one too. And baby, This is what i wanna tell you. "Baby.. Thx so much for everything that you've done for me. You would always say that you dont know how to show about your feelings or words. But deep down in me, i feel everything that you've said n did. And I really cherish it everytime. From now I've no longer have any secret that is hiding in me anymore. And baby, Do not stress yourself in trying to be very good to me. You will get better as time goes. And I Love You the way you are, i wan you to be comfortable with me where you would not have so much stress. Thus, baby everthing that you do would be appreciate by me. And I Would always always love you "
And yeah, so baby just be who you are, we will work hard together to achieve our goals and aims. *hook fingers*
~ Baby, I Love to Walk You Home, Cuz We Can Chat And Give ME More Time To Look At You.
~ Everything That I Promises, I'll Remember, Even Stuff Which We Hook Our Fingers. Haha
~ School Starts, Take Care of yourself K, You Gonna BE very Tired !
~ Everything That I Promises, I'll Remember, Even Stuff Which We Hook Our Fingers. Haha
~ School Starts, Take Care of yourself K, You Gonna BE very Tired !
J S
if i ain't got you|6:49 PM
17 / 09 /2010
Had a hectic day, went dental and appointment was postphone. Heavy rain and was caught in the rain. I was so tired during that day. I only managed to sleep for 4 hours. And to add on to that, the whole week was so tired, i sleep so little(due to some stuff that i wanted to get it done b4 meeting her.) And everyday morning Physical Training was so tough recently.. was so exhausted and during night, i would just continue doing. It was so hard, very hard, maybe because I've never done it before. And That is why I Want to complete it and show it to her fast.
Reason ? I Wanted to do things that i'm totally not converson or good with. This is because if i just do what i'm best in, I'm not putting in any effort if i just using my best to show her i love her. And if i do something that is out of my league, i would be more sincere compared to the best. I'm not gonna live in my comfort zone, i wanna show her that , how much i cherish this R/s, even things that i do not know i would try and give it my best, Just like my love n attitude to her would be. And alot people around me would that i would write a song , or use music to win her heart. But sorry to disappoint u guys, you're all wrong. I've got more than what it takes just i did not show out thats all.
Went back to camp... zZz.. Caught in rain and being secure at 4pm. Was very angry that i was secure so late. Rush home to shower and rush down to meet her. I Dont wan her to wait for me that long, and most of all, i miss her so bad that i wan to be there in the fastest time. Thats why I Was angry that my time was delayed. I Was so happy when i saw her.
While Dining, i finally cannot take it anymore, I Wanna show her my hardwork to her. Its about Things that i wanna say to her. She Saw it, I was observing her, in my mind i just hope that she like it cuz that was what i wanna say to her. She just watched and ended with a smile. i'm contented. She told me she was touched. I'm happy enough, my hard work paid off.
I Jus wanna cherish her like what i did to with that work. I Did it with heart, patience and the will to keep pushing on. This is what i gonna do no matter wad. I Dont Wanna Tell her That much as actions of mine will prove it sooner or later.
I Had A Great Night with her.
Had a hectic day, went dental and appointment was postphone. Heavy rain and was caught in the rain. I was so tired during that day. I only managed to sleep for 4 hours. And to add on to that, the whole week was so tired, i sleep so little(due to some stuff that i wanted to get it done b4 meeting her.) And everyday morning Physical Training was so tough recently.. was so exhausted and during night, i would just continue doing. It was so hard, very hard, maybe because I've never done it before. And That is why I Want to complete it and show it to her fast.
Reason ? I Wanted to do things that i'm totally not converson or good with. This is because if i just do what i'm best in, I'm not putting in any effort if i just using my best to show her i love her. And if i do something that is out of my league, i would be more sincere compared to the best. I'm not gonna live in my comfort zone, i wanna show her that , how much i cherish this R/s, even things that i do not know i would try and give it my best, Just like my love n attitude to her would be. And alot people around me would that i would write a song , or use music to win her heart. But sorry to disappoint u guys, you're all wrong. I've got more than what it takes just i did not show out thats all.
Went back to camp... zZz.. Caught in rain and being secure at 4pm. Was very angry that i was secure so late. Rush home to shower and rush down to meet her. I Dont wan her to wait for me that long, and most of all, i miss her so bad that i wan to be there in the fastest time. Thats why I Was angry that my time was delayed. I Was so happy when i saw her.
While Dining, i finally cannot take it anymore, I Wanna show her my hardwork to her. Its about Things that i wanna say to her. She Saw it, I was observing her, in my mind i just hope that she like it cuz that was what i wanna say to her. She just watched and ended with a smile. i'm contented. She told me she was touched. I'm happy enough, my hard work paid off.
I Jus wanna cherish her like what i did to with that work. I Did it with heart, patience and the will to keep pushing on. This is what i gonna do no matter wad. I Dont Wanna Tell her That much as actions of mine will prove it sooner or later.
I Had A Great Night with her.
~ Time Is Never Enough To Spend With You
~ Its Not A Show Off, Its How I Would Treat You As The Same Way As How I Did To That HardWork
~ I Love You Baby...
J S
if i ain't got you|6:49 PM
Sunday, September 19, 2010
16 / 09 / 2010
Been quite busy with things lately, and also at the same time, connection was down due to unknown reason. Guess my com is gonna die already... lOL... it needs to be formated.
Watched Devil yesterday, the show was not so nice, as the scene onli happens inside a lift and just between a group of people With no other groups or example. Seriously i was still anticipating for another group of people to be attacked to, but who knows, it just happened to that one group onli. Awwww. Thus, without much storyline i somehow find the show not so nice.
However, i was shocked during one part of the show where the old lady woke up. From the start I already had a feeling that this old lady was very weird and also the first person who commited suicide was an old lady too. So I had a conclusion that the Devil took the form of human which could be the old lady to attack the people. And When she rise, i would holding to Her, And She was Freaked out Too. But Its like a cycle, The Old Lady Freak ME, Then I Freak Her. lOL... so in conclusion, both of us are freak !! Hahaha...
I Had a great night yesterday, totally forgot about work stuff and the tiredness of morning Physical Training and everything. The moment I saw her, all the tiredness was gone. She just brightened up my day. And before that, I rushed from places to places, from camp to station, station to home, home to medication shop and medication shop to station again, just to meet her. Was So tired but the effort was worth it. I ask her to close her eyes, and I passed her something. That was the first time i ask her to close her eyes. And the rest, is onli for me to know.
5 Hours maybe short, but we've had fun. Seeing her laugh n happy become one of my hobby from now on. Even how difficult it could be, as long as she would stay happy, it would be worth it for me !
Been quite busy with things lately, and also at the same time, connection was down due to unknown reason. Guess my com is gonna die already... lOL... it needs to be formated.
Watched Devil yesterday, the show was not so nice, as the scene onli happens inside a lift and just between a group of people With no other groups or example. Seriously i was still anticipating for another group of people to be attacked to, but who knows, it just happened to that one group onli. Awwww. Thus, without much storyline i somehow find the show not so nice.
However, i was shocked during one part of the show where the old lady woke up. From the start I already had a feeling that this old lady was very weird and also the first person who commited suicide was an old lady too. So I had a conclusion that the Devil took the form of human which could be the old lady to attack the people. And When she rise, i would holding to Her, And She was Freaked out Too. But Its like a cycle, The Old Lady Freak ME, Then I Freak Her. lOL... so in conclusion, both of us are freak !! Hahaha...
I Had a great night yesterday, totally forgot about work stuff and the tiredness of morning Physical Training and everything. The moment I saw her, all the tiredness was gone. She just brightened up my day. And before that, I rushed from places to places, from camp to station, station to home, home to medication shop and medication shop to station again, just to meet her. Was So tired but the effort was worth it. I ask her to close her eyes, and I passed her something. That was the first time i ask her to close her eyes. And the rest, is onli for me to know.
5 Hours maybe short, but we've had fun. Seeing her laugh n happy become one of my hobby from now on. Even how difficult it could be, as long as she would stay happy, it would be worth it for me !
~ I'll try my best, Its my hobby now
~ I'll Remember the promise i made !
~ Baby, Thanks For the effort You've Made !! I Appreciate It <3
~ 15/ 09 / 2010 ~ Forever
~ I'll Remember the promise i made !
~ Baby, Thanks For the effort You've Made !! I Appreciate It <3
~ 15/ 09 / 2010 ~ Forever
J S
if i ain't got you|12:41 AM
Monday, September 13, 2010
This Is Painful !! OUCH !
if i ain't got you|1:57 AM
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Saturday !
Best Day. Laughter, Sweat, Food , Entertainment And Chatting, Day was so perfect, no worries at all, Love the feeling of the 2 person world that we had, Sitting down drinking Tea and Chatting, Seeing HER smile Is The BEST thing that would happen. Everything Is worthwhile, and fun. Too many things to do yesterday. Only Both of us know ! Its a Secret !
~ 26 days, 18th August.
~ Love being Around You
~ May Nt Be The Best, But I'll Try, SMILE more~~
~ Love being Around You
~ May Nt Be The Best, But I'll Try, SMILE more~~
J S
if i ain't got you|9:07 PM
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