Shag
Wow.. Time flies... its already thursday and tml, Friday. Alright Let me do some updating here. After passing out of the stealth course, i though life would be somehow easier or relaxed for a while as the stealth course itself is already energy draining. Who knows, after that we still gotta prepare for phase two of the requirement. Charing bottles and maintaining for all the life saving equipments could really drained you out. You need to be very precise and serious while doing all these maintainance. This is because there is one saying " If you do not take care of your equipment properly, it would take care of you when you need it." Very true, thus no "agaration " is allowed for that. And it could took whole day for just 2 - 3 items. Wa ... Shag ! haha And think of that, this process already lasted for 2 weeks already. Sometimes, i would be so tired to an extent that i do not want to go home, no mood to touch guitar, or dun even feel like talking. What to do ? I guess i just have to endure it and carry one , Must remember these words "tough time dont last , tough man do" haha, another self - motivating tactics haha.
Setting aside, tml is friday, haha... which means, its weekend already, can have some peacefully rest. Tml Is a half day work, yay !! however, there is a 5km happy run waiting for us at macrichie reservior and maybe tml i am going out to take some fresh air ba. And Sat, I'm meeting Ben, I miss him alot man, lOL ... Have a lot to catch up. And Meals, recently i do not have a fixed time for meals, and sometimes i would even skipped as it is too tiring which i longer have the appetite to eat anything. So pathetic.
And Recently , I found My "twin" Haha. Our mind and thinking are quite alike i guess haha. I Always stole all the words, i became the one who said it first. haha. But In Life, It is very very hard or rare to be able to find someone who could speak the same frequency as you, sharing the same thoughts and understanding of all the things that happen as you. It is very rare, I'm Considered very lucky to be able to meet one. This is because there are some people who doesn't even have a chance to meet the same "twin" as him for the whole entire life. So, I'm really lucky. And this kind of person doesn't come by easily. And I always believe in cherishing one another so that there would not be any regrets being left behind. And when u think back you would not feel wasted as you've already gave in what you could. This is What i thought. I may sound (Old & Naggy) mature at times this does not mean that i am really old, its just i happened to been through quite a few things in life, and at different stages i happened to understand and see through the way of life. Also, I'm still a young boy la, i love to play and all things which all people around my age would do. So, In Short, I'm Not OLD ! hahaha..
Things I Shared And things that i've said is no some lie to cover up or make someone happy. Its jsut basically coming out from my heart that what i feel and what i would normally do. And i do not believe in just saying for the sake of saying, actions prove more than words. You can say until how exciting the story can be, but if you did not do that, the story is not even worth listening to. So If the person is able to share the same views, guys around, please cherish because maybe you wont find another one who is like this anymore. Awww... I'm so tired...
~ At times , I would be tired of this kind of life, but still, i must keep hanging on and perservering.
~ Motivate me to keep me moving :)
J S