My World

2011-12-23T00:16:00.003+08:00

I'm back !! It's been awhile since I've touched this. I guess its about a year plus already. I dunno why I decide to come back and post something but I'm back haha. Alright life is different nowadays, we are all growing up, on our journey to achieve something of our life, goals and aims. To be someone better. I'm also inside the race now, I've many aims in life that I hope to achieve, I know that I'm rushing and I may end up falling, so I must control n be patient with what I'm doing. Too many thing to type, I'll start from today, today sales wasn't very good, but I did tried today. Guess its just not enough .

After work I search the while town just trying to find a poster. Went , plaza sing and funan. Leg was so sore, and still i couldn't find anything. This, I went home after that. I'm so tired that I slept on the bus which it took me 90mins .

I dunno why I feel down tonight and I really wanted a listening ear to talk to. I guess there isn't anymore tonight. I'll just sleep and start my tml. Goodnight

2010-09-20T19:02:00.002+08:00

Today Was a half day, went to camp n listen for some talks. After had lunch in that cookhouse and leave * GROsS* . i think that meal could last me very long as i feel very gross eating. LOL... For who love food and think that is bad, can you imagine ? LOL

Was deciding where to go out or not. Had plans to go k box, bukit timah eat And other places. Had so many plans. AND !!! in the end i went home. hahaha... i was too tired to go out already which i need a good nap so that i could work better for this week. Why am i so tired? Maybe due to last week, I always sleep very late. I can sleep as little as 3 hours and go work. And during work i had Physcical trianing, would have to run 4 - 10km depending on what we intending to train on today. Depriving of sleep, and high activity level really makes me feel like a living zombie. Luckily i have my Energy Booster, Her ! :) ..

Its evening now, I Would be a good boy, I will finish my song today.

~ I Wan The World To See What You Meant To Me
~ I Miss You
~ Connections/Com Please Dont Give ME Anymore Problems Else You Will Be Formatted !
Haha

J S

2010-09-20T18:49:00.004+08:00

19/09/2010

Sunday, Lesson. Finally clear that super hard to feel song. lOL.. Baby came, She decide to meet me. Was touched to see her came down. After the lesson end, i tried to guess and look for her in the building( Where i thought normally where she might be) But, I'm WRONG ! Lol.. I went start bucks (Cuz she always would be there drinking) , LIbrary ( Guess she would be at the megazines corner) But... I'm Wrong !! haha.. I just gave myself 5 mins to look for her. And if i did not see her, i would call and find her. I Do not want her to wait so long for me. Then just when i saw her, i tried to hide as i wanna give a her surprise, she saw me !! AHHHH !! TMD !! lOL... But she was so tried. *Heartache.

Had a whole day of fun out with her. We went around from north to east, n east to north then her home. I Told her alot of things, things that only me and her would know.

I saw her efforts and everything, trying to make this relationship a long last one too. And baby, This is what i wanna tell you. "Baby.. Thx so much for everything that you've done for me. You would always say that you dont know how to show about your feelings or words. But deep down in me, i feel everything that you've said n did. And I really cherish it everytime. From now I've no longer have any secret that is hiding in me anymore. And baby, Do not stress yourself in trying to be very good to me. You will get better as time goes. And I Love You the way you are, i wan you to be comfortable with me where you would not have so much stress. Thus, baby everthing that you do would be appreciate by me. And I Would always always love you "
And yeah, so baby just be who you are, we will work hard together to achieve our goals and aims. *hook fingers*

~ Baby, I Love to Walk You Home, Cuz We Can Chat And Give ME More Time To Look At You.
~ Everything That I Promises, I'll Remember, Even Stuff Which We Hook Our Fingers. Haha
~ School Starts, Take Care of yourself K, You Gonna BE very Tired !

J S

2010-09-20T18:49:00.001+08:00

17 / 09 /2010

Had a hectic day, went dental and appointment was postphone. Heavy rain and was caught in the rain. I was so tired during that day. I only managed to sleep for 4 hours. And to add on to that, the whole week was so tired, i sleep so little(due to some stuff that i wanted to get it done b4 meeting her.) And everyday morning Physical Training was so tough recently.. was so exhausted and during night, i would just continue doing. It was so hard, very hard, maybe because I've never done it before. And That is why I Want to complete it and show it to her fast.

Reason ? I Wanted to do things that i'm totally not converson or good with. This is because if i just do what i'm best in, I'm not putting in any effort if i just using my best to show her i love her. And if i do something that is out of my league, i would be more sincere compared to the best. I'm not gonna live in my comfort zone, i wanna show her that , how much i cherish this R/s, even things that i do not know i would try and give it my best, Just like my love n attitude to her would be. And alot people around me would that i would write a song , or use music to win her heart. But sorry to disappoint u guys, you're all wrong. I've got more than what it takes just i did not show out thats all.

Went back to camp... zZz.. Caught in rain and being secure at 4pm. Was very angry that i was secure so late. Rush home to shower and rush down to meet her. I Dont wan her to wait for me that long, and most of all, i miss her so bad that i wan to be there in the fastest time. Thats why I Was angry that my time was delayed. I Was so happy when i saw her.

While Dining, i finally cannot take it anymore, I Wanna show her my hardwork to her. Its about Things that i wanna say to her. She Saw it, I was observing her, in my mind i just hope that she like it cuz that was what i wanna say to her. She just watched and ended with a smile. i'm contented. She told me she was touched. I'm happy enough, my hard work paid off.

I Jus wanna cherish her like what i did to with that work. I Did it with heart, patience and the will to keep pushing on. This is what i gonna do no matter wad. I Dont Wanna Tell her That much as actions of mine will prove it sooner or later.

I Had A Great Night with her.

~ Time Is Never Enough To Spend With You
~ Its Not A Show Off, Its How I Would Treat You As The Same Way As How I Did To That HardWork
~ I Love You Baby...

J S

2010-09-19T00:41:00.000+08:00

16 / 09 / 2010

Been quite busy with things lately, and also at the same time, connection was down due to unknown reason. Guess my com is gonna die already... lOL... it needs to be formated.

Watched Devil yesterday, the show was not so nice, as the scene onli happens inside a lift and just between a group of people With no other groups or example. Seriously i was still anticipating for another group of people to be attacked to, but who knows, it just happened to that one group onli. Awwww. Thus, without much storyline i somehow find the show not so nice.

However, i was shocked during one part of the show where the old lady woke up. From the start I already had a feeling that this old lady was very weird and also the first person who commited suicide was an old lady too. So I had a conclusion that the Devil took the form of human which could be the old lady to attack the people. And When she rise, i would holding to Her, And She was Freaked out Too. But Its like a cycle, The Old Lady Freak ME, Then I Freak Her. lOL... so in conclusion, both of us are freak !! Hahaha...

I Had a great night yesterday, totally forgot about work stuff and the tiredness of morning Physical Training and everything. The moment I saw her, all the tiredness was gone. She just brightened up my day. And before that, I rushed from places to places, from camp to station, station to home, home to medication shop and medication shop to station again, just to meet her. Was So tired but the effort was worth it. I ask her to close her eyes, and I passed her something. That was the first time i ask her to close her eyes. And the rest, is onli for me to know.

5 Hours maybe short, but we've had fun. Seeing her laugh n happy become one of my hobby from now on. Even how difficult it could be, as long as she would stay happy, it would be worth it for me !

~ I'll try my best, Its my hobby now
~ I'll Remember the promise i made !
~ Baby, Thanks For the effort You've Made !! I Appreciate It <3
~ 15/ 09 / 2010 ~ Forever

J S

2010-09-13T01:57:00.000+08:00

This Is Painful !! OUCH !

2010-09-12T21:07:00.002+08:00

Saturday !

Best Day. Laughter, Sweat, Food , Entertainment And Chatting, Day was so perfect, no worries at all, Love the feeling of the 2 person world that we had, Sitting down drinking Tea and Chatting, Seeing HER smile Is The BEST thing that would happen. Everything Is worthwhile, and fun. Too many things to do yesterday. Only Both of us know ! Its a Secret !

~ 26 days, 18th August.
~ Love being Around You
~ May Nt Be The Best, But I'll Try, SMILE more~~

J S

2010-09-12T20:54:00.002+08:00

~ Friday ~
Went Out to meet Those ~C-CLub~ members. That was the first time i reached earlier than the meeting time.(normally i would always reach abit later, even movies, just nice on time haha). Saw Jian Ming, Catched up with him regarding their Taiwan Trip. Seem Quite Fun too.. But compared to my journey... mine is more interesting lol.

Had meal at V8, chatted for 2 hours n went Lan cafe after that. "mama" was nt here, thus i need to be the one who look for things or find some spots. Lan was boring as why would i play games outside if i can play the same one at home ? Thus, just played abit n spend more time msning with Her.

Dinner at yoshinoya due to fully seated of all resturants. But its good to catch up with them... but i was so tired during lunch, was so quiet and talk lesser than normal. Lastly, went to Giraffe to chill and had a bit of something to drink. listen to the live band is so motivating. REach home late. But Was Looking forward to the next day.

~ Which Path To Choose ?
~ Looking Forward to Saturday.
~ Tired DIe

J S

2010-09-10T08:35:00.002+08:00

8.35 am

Tired But Can't Sleep.....

2010-09-10T02:05:00.002+08:00

What Should I Post ?
Happy ? Sad ? lOL... Alright 3 days first.. time passed very very very slow on the ship.. from singapore to the destination requires 8 hours of travelling time. Far. First day... Diving, Deep Depth... Water turns Cold After a Certain Depth... Saw small swam of fishes... But this isnt the scariest part la... the "sucker fish" suck onto me... wow... of all.. it suck onto me... so tickling can? And My Senior was diving with me.. He saw... tried to use his leg with fins to scare the fish away.. who knows.. instead it didnt get away from me... it get nearer n nearer. until IT REACH THE "PRIVATE PART " Almost... ALMOST I cannot imagine what will happen la.... lOL (Dun even wanna think about it).

The food there was great... Buffet Mealsss... EAt All you can ... can it will be re-filled the next moment. Wa... Milk , Orange Juice , Ice Cream... All will be replenished after few hours.. magical... it will not be drained. Wow... I also wan a fridge like this. hahaha... Slept like mummy like that... keep on sleeping on ship onli... become like pig... eat n slp... hahaha... had alot of fun memories in the ship... although its 3 days... but still its fun... next trip for tis is 6 months later.... SHAG ! haha

These 3 Days time passed very slow... Its like i'm disconnected from my world.. i've gt nothing there, not even my phone.. i only bought my dummy phone there which doesnt even have any games... so shag can... i was like a cave man... nothing to do eh... think cave man would be more interesting than me... they still can hunt... all i can do i sleep onli... lOL.... And Most of all... No Reception at all... middle of the sea... no land no nothing... then i also didnt win my 2 dollar bet... TMD ! awWWw... LOL... But nevermind... there will be alot of times to win one... haha Reached singapore at 3am.. but i was asleep... Today morning was a Very great one... :) ... Although i lost my Identity card... Omg... But still... I Cant do anything anymore.. so... just go make police report lor... BUT TMD !! I go there the question he ask is like i am going for those match making agency.. why this why that... at where... how come !!! zZz..... Hahaha... Thats Me... Just Smile Through Things...

~ I May Not Be The Best But I WIll Try
~ Past Are Just Records Of Things That Gonna Make The Present More Interesting !!
~ Our Eyes Are Grow At The Front, To Remind Us To Look Forward... Lets Put Out Past Behind

J S

2010-09-06T14:46:00.004+08:00

Ok.. Things Done, Packed, EVerything ready to go. Just Left with a showered and i'm done. lOL... Alright. I'll be gone for 3 days, guess some parts of the place would be quiet down due to eh absence of my pressence. haha... Peaceful 3 days ? hahaha... I'm nt bringing my phone there as i do not think there would be any reception at the area. China eh ! no singapore k ! However, dummy phone would be around me..

Alright, i cant slp well last night, having numerous waking up and going back to sleep situation. Dreams would end halfway, And i woke up quite early in the morning. Luckily, i not tired haha.. Morning is a gd day... I receive a sms which brightens my day up ! Yes I cant bear to leave even for 3 days, there is too much happy memories for these 22days. It may seem short but the things that we've learnt and shared is more than that ! Its Like We've been thourgh quite abit.. but nevertheless its a enjoying moments that onli we would know about it.

Alright... I gotta stop here, Getting late soon !

~ Guys , Friends See ya in 3 days ... Have a peaceful weekdays haha !
~ Enjoy Twin... See ya soon ^^

J S

2010-09-06T00:13:00.002+08:00

Amazing !

Well, I'm back to blogging. Miracle, I thought i would've stop after I Been into ns. But Who knows, Wahaha ! IaM Back. lOL... Alright, I'm Going on 3 days Trip, Haha... 3 days onli, post for what right ? hahahaha.... But still share abit la, comon... let me feel better can.. Haha. K.. I'll Be in South China There, 60m is the depth ! Wow... As Tall as 18 storey high ? Cool or Dangerous Depends On How One look at It. But There Isnt Any choice for me. haha.. Just Pray For my Safety Or Wish Me Luck ba.. hahaha...

Will You see Sharks ? Eh.. YES ! hahaha... As long as u dun do anything funny underwater it wont come to you. So, Im not gonna try anythign funny underwater. i still wanna live my life, I Still Haven Marry k !! Whahaha. K la.. Today nothing much to type... Shag liao !

~ Wish Me Luck !
~ 3 days... Seems Long When Missing Someone
~ Take Care Twin ~

J S

2010-09-05T01:25:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, was a very tiring day. From all the tiredness accumulated from these past few days, I onli manage to sleep 4 hours.(But I'm Gald) Briefing early in the morning, after that.. trying to pull twins out of bed, but still very hard... the body like stick there one. Cant budge an inch ! Onli Got "Scolding" instead of Me Lecturing !! lOl... Leaving Camp without wallet, its been quite a long while since i forgot my wallet already. Due to rush, lol... But luckily there were frens coming out... so they helped to bring my wallet out, else i would be soo poor that i dun even have the TWO DOLLAR !!!! Someone Dont Wanna lend me ! lOL.. After That, Went for a detour around the whole AMK... Haha.. But Its Good, I know Some place due to that haha. Yesterday Was The Cross - Country DAy, 5km run... competitive n happy run... I was Lucky I managed to escape from the competitve, but still mus go for the happy run... lol... during the run , stiches hit me, with red bull and the noodle i ate b4 running... feel so uncomfortable, but still, i finished it. haha After That, we went to town. I was At the Orchard Central, And twin is in 313... Should have go there, and just perform the "Ultraman". But due to Time constraint and movie slots, plans to go for 313 was cancelled actually. Was Shocked by a stupid box with clown popping out. Its so funny, i even ask my fren, "you believe that i would be shock by that" then i knew what is coming for already, but still, i'm shocked. hahaha i jump for 2 times out of 2 tries. So typical me. lOL. After Grown up 2 movie, Very Funny And nice. Really worth watching compared to the frozen which is really a waste of time. WEnt home after day... i was soooo tired.

Today, Woke up at 9++ , Killed Twin's Phone haha... All flat and died. Haha.. Music The Whole day, drained n tired. Sometimes i would wonder how come its so difficult and yet i still gonna just keep on going for it. But nvm... It would be worthy in the end.

Ear is hot now. lol... I guess Twin's is too.. Shared alot of stories, The aim is to keep her Entertained and most of all, Everyday's objective, SMILE... But She's Too engross in Unblocking Already.. haha... Resulted me joining into the game.. Its Late Now, But We're So Active, Twin, We Gonna Be Zombie Tml already la !!! lOL... Alright, Stop HEre...

~ Smile Always & Smile Alot, Cuz It Doesnt Cost To SMile !
~ Thx For The Motivation , From " Irritating Labelled" !
~ STOP RUSHIN LA !!! TWIN ... haha

J S

2010-09-02T21:26:00.002+08:00

Shag

Wow.. Time flies... its already thursday and tml, Friday. Alright Let me do some updating here. After passing out of the stealth course, i though life would be somehow easier or relaxed for a while as the stealth course itself is already energy draining. Who knows, after that we still gotta prepare for phase two of the requirement. Charing bottles and maintaining for all the life saving equipments could really drained you out. You need to be very precise and serious while doing all these maintainance. This is because there is one saying " If you do not take care of your equipment properly, it would take care of you when you need it." Very true, thus no "agaration " is allowed for that. And it could took whole day for just 2 - 3 items. Wa ... Shag ! haha And think of that, this process already lasted for 2 weeks already. Sometimes, i would be so tired to an extent that i do not want to go home, no mood to touch guitar, or dun even feel like talking. What to do ? I guess i just have to endure it and carry one , Must remember these words "tough time dont last , tough man do" haha, another self - motivating tactics haha.

Setting aside, tml is friday, haha... which means, its weekend already, can have some peacefully rest. Tml Is a half day work, yay !! however, there is a 5km happy run waiting for us at macrichie reservior and maybe tml i am going out to take some fresh air ba. And Sat, I'm meeting Ben, I miss him alot man, lOL ... Have a lot to catch up. And Meals, recently i do not have a fixed time for meals, and sometimes i would even skipped as it is too tiring which i longer have the appetite to eat anything. So pathetic.

And Recently , I found My "twin" Haha. Our mind and thinking are quite alike i guess haha. I Always stole all the words, i became the one who said it first. haha. But In Life, It is very very hard or rare to be able to find someone who could speak the same frequency as you, sharing the same thoughts and understanding of all the things that happen as you. It is very rare, I'm Considered very lucky to be able to meet one. This is because there are some people who doesn't even have a chance to meet the same "twin" as him for the whole entire life. So, I'm really lucky. And this kind of person doesn't come by easily. And I always believe in cherishing one another so that there would not be any regrets being left behind. And when u think back you would not feel wasted as you've already gave in what you could. This is What i thought. I may sound (Old & Naggy) mature at times this does not mean that i am really old, its just i happened to been through quite a few things in life, and at different stages i happened to understand and see through the way of life. Also, I'm still a young boy la, i love to play and all things which all people around my age would do. So, In Short, I'm Not OLD ! hahaha..

Things I Shared And things that i've said is no some lie to cover up or make someone happy. Its jsut basically coming out from my heart that what i feel and what i would normally do. And i do not believe in just saying for the sake of saying, actions prove more than words. You can say until how exciting the story can be, but if you did not do that, the story is not even worth listening to. So If the person is able to share the same views, guys around, please cherish because maybe you wont find another one who is like this anymore. Awww... I'm so tired...

~ At times , I would be tired of this kind of life, but still, i must keep hanging on and perservering.
~ Motivate me to keep me moving :)

J S

2010-08-30T22:40:00.002+08:00

Part II

Hmm... Let Me Share a Short Story (To Someone : Dun Steal My Story And Tell It To Other Girl La ! lOL .) Once there was this young man, who loves to travel around, going everywhere taking pictures of scenery, beautiful places and meaningful things. He used to have no worries at all, life was so carefree. He did what he wants as long as he have his camera around with him, he would feel secured. But One day, he lost his eyesight suddenly. His whole world turn dark. Moving Cars , Pictures And Building. He See Nothing At All. He was so Scare, So worried. Thinking that just yesterday, he could see everything. And Now, his whole life had changed. At First he tried to attempt suicide but he failed, simply because he cant let go of the beautiful things that he had seen during the past, Life was too beautiful during that time. But now, he can no longer do all these. He had no choice but to give up on this "life " of his. During the first few months, life was meaningless, all he did was eat slp and nothing much. He felt that without his eyesight, he cannot accomplished anithing animore so he could do is to waste his life away.

Sometimes, His Friend Would Asked him : " Why arent you moving on with your life, life isnt just about seeing things isnt it ? even if you;ve lost your vision but still u still can hear, you should try to make a better use of yourself and live your live to the fullest !" He refused to listen, He just keep on complaining in his heart "Why ! why Must it happen to me. God, Why is it so unfair?"

And until one day, god asked him : " What would you want ? Your Eyes Or Eyes. " Immediately, He Chosen his eyes. So, God granted his wish. He return his eyesight back to him but at the same time, he could no longer hear things. But As he is, He dun seem to care, he is fine as he would have his eyesight and his life back. This would be his upmost pirority.

He thought life would once return to normal again. But In fact, Its the opposite. He Can only see things going on around him , things that is onli the look in the surface even with pictures, its doesnt seem as colorful as it would be anymore. Why ? This is because All those beautiful sceneries or picture taken from his heart. On how he feel, And For us, The onli way to feel is to listen to people n not looking at what they are. Thus, This Man is one of the few who could not understand the true meaning of feeling.

Alright, Tis story is to tell us that, even though we may assume that these are the things that we want and always wanted it. And We dont wanna change anything for it. This because we scare that we might not be used to the new life or style. And for us human, not alot of people could accept changes, changes would mean requiring people to adapt to the new life once again. But There is one saying that changes are always for the good. Even if the first try is bad, you know it, and you will try to change for the better again. But If we dun try to change or overcome this fear inside of us, we would never be able to move forward And also resultng us in losing something important which can never be able to get it back anymore. hahahahha.... crap story isnt it, the morale of story is , Sometimes, we cant simply keep staying inside our comfort zone and refuse to change, who know this time the changes would be for the better ? you may not know, And after you know it, you've already lost it.

~ lol doesnt mean that i'm happy, sometimes its just not to show out to people how i really feel
~ WE human Always Regret After Losing It, Why Cant We Cherish It In The First Place?

J S

2010-08-30T18:38:00.003+08:00

What You Wanna Be ?

Ever since the evolution ( Changes) i went through, from 2007 till now, Yes I've changed alot. 3 years ago, i was a boy who knew nothing, always believed or trying to use my so called "little brightness" (xiao Cong Ming) to help myself to go though all the problems i've encountered. During that time, i used to believe that with this little brightness in me i can do better than others. I never knew how cruel, tough and straightforward the society could be. During that time i always believe that things eventually work out by itself, what's there to worry about ?

But ever since "that " incident happens, all good life suddenly came to an end. Everything became a full stop, suddenly all the chapters just ended. I was shocked, stunt and even depressed. I was bought down hard, and from then i've learnt that "not everythign would always happen in the way you would want it to be." And in order to make it happen, tremendous hardwork and effort is constantly needed. I looked at myself, and asked "what skills i would have after i graduate or finish my national service? " and the answer is onli " nothing" . And thus, I realised that it is time for me to live my life to the fullest and gain as much knowledge as possible so that it may benefit me in the future in someway or other.

From that, i deicided to go through some hardship. This is to train myself to be stronger and able push myself through difficult times. And I adopted a Chef's life for 2 years. The journey wasnt easy. You would work as long as 15 hours a day. Cooking, Preparation of ingredients, setting up stations and cleaning for closing of station . You would wake up at 7 to go work, setting up stations, cutting 10kg of chicken breast into slices, 1000 chilli into thin slices, and many more. This is a tough time as even if you're preparing those ingredients, customers would still be flowing in, you need to cook and attend to your ingredients and complete your task as fast as possible. During night, you would cook or baked non stop pizza and pasta. You could easily cook up to 200 plates a day and 100 pizza a day. After being sooo exhausted, you still need to wash down every part of the kitchen to make sure that it is clean. Almost eveyday would be the same routine. Even after being so tired, i still go for music courses, guitar + keyboard.

During that time, i was so busy that it was so hard to contact me... frens even scolded at me " Wa lao. If i were to call you for help, i would die already." lOL.. i agreed. Not to mention that i was still taking my diploma at that time ? lOl... the journey was so tough, occasionally i would be so mentally tired and wanted to give up. motivational talk doesnt affect me. Sometimes i would just shut of my mind and carry on what i have to do. This is beause i know, after all these, i would become a stronger man and feel safer with what i have and what i can do. Even if in the future i might not be working in these fields, still it is a life long skill that would benefit me.

After that, i enlisted. To become a diver, i was once a non swimmer to a drown proofer. This is one of the greatest obstacles i've overcomed, phobia of water. And now i can even use one breath to snorkle down into depth of 10 metre, or swim 25metres. I never imagined that i would clear tis obstacle in me.

In Conclusion, all skills i've learnt or acquired is not for showing off, i just wanna have more skills so that in the future i would not have to rely on someone to live or i could take care of someone special with all i have in me. To try my best to be the all - rounder for the special one.

~ The Sweet Feeling Is in Me, Its Been quite awhile since i'm holding onto my phone.

J s

2010-08-27T22:44:00.002+08:00

Hmm... How long was it ? since i last blogged ? lOL.. i guess its been quite long already . well... what can i say... life is sooo busy with so many things happened around me lately, schedule is fully packed.. course just ended not long ago. was post to desired department.. although its busy but still i love the life there. there was no hierachy there, just normal life. i dont mind going home late just to enjoy this life... so ... i am ok.

I've somehow became a music manic already... when there is free time... i would just keep on practicing either keyboard or guitar. why ? this is because wouldn't it be nice when i wan play any song i want at anytime ? and even sing with it. the feeling of mixing with the mixing coming out from is undescribable. This is why.. i keep on perservering hard to play more songs. And there was once in my mind that i wanted to be a pub singer one day... lol... well... if i had a chance to be a part time... why not ? lOL...

hmmm... Ive alot to type here... but currently, i'm lost for words... guess i would stop here... i would try my best to continue tml i guess? lol.... hope i can...

2010-05-07T20:37:00.002+08:00

So Coincidenial

Why is it that the world is so small ? Why is it that things happen till so coincidenial ? Guess i still can escape cant i ? lOL... Her cousin is in 33 batch now wor. lOl... also a diver trainee haha. He was from my last baller batch, lol... also using the same room which i first used 03 - 02 lOL... So Qiao ~~ Wahahaha. We catched up with each other lol.. asking how life here and all the other stuff. And i also asked about her lOl... he said she was doing fine, thats great to hear lei... hahaha. This is because i've no news of her after 3 years ? lOL... So just to see whether is she doing fine or not. thats all... nevertheless, i think i'm moving on well now.

Hoho... I've Graduate from my Special Course . hahaha... now awaits for the passing out parade of the main batch and the i've completed all the training already. *tears rolling ... hahaha.... Its been a long long 9 months for me. lol ... And Wow.. 9 months already passed hahaha. and i think just another blink of an eye, i would finish my service already. Hoho... Jian from the last hai die class i've been to, was inside the MDC (Music And Drama) wor ! ROAR... I should have go there too... lol... he just ord onli . lOL... Ah ! Cant Cant ! Must Work Harder , I'm Going Back To my path... dont stop me !! Help me !! hahaha...

Random :

Still Not Use To The Sound Of Electric Guitar ! Normal Voice And Guitar Cant Mix In Well ! Guess Must Go and Buy A Mike Already . lOL

* Got The Diving Cert Already ! Hoho...

* Jiayou Jiayou !

* The Rest of The Things, Here I cOme ~~~~

2010-05-02T20:12:00.002+08:00

Hoho~~ Wow, its been quite a while since i last post le. lOl.. Anw, who cares man, now i'm back hahaha. During these 3 months, alot of things had happened. hmm.. where shall i start wor... alright from here ! Haha. Firstly, finally the journey is coming to an end, 18 may, passing out of my vocation of being a Diver ! Its a long journey, serious, i still remembered how i felt when i just enlisted and now, being able to adapt and i feel that i've grown up already, to become a Man. The things that i had gone through is unimaginable, things that we did, aWwW (Tears Can Come Out Wor). Hahaha, this week is the last week of my course, the SSDC (Special Skill Diving Course) hahaha. onli the lucky 12 is able to get into it, and thus , i'm one of the lucky one. Having being said that, means i gonna seperate from the main batch already, we would be posted into different unit soon, my buddies, brothers that we went through together will soon being seperate with me. Have i make the wrong decison the go into this course? hmm.. i will really miss them. i swear ! But i believe, in our heart we would definitly remember each other, and some days, i would stay inside camp to catch up with them.

Yesterday, Went to watch ironman 2 with xuan , she was early wor, and which resulted her to purchased the tixs first, awWw... felt so ps, made a girl to buy a tickets first. catched up with her, about her life all these, she's doing well, am glad for her haha. after that we had meals tgt and after that home sweet home.

Friday, there was no parade training on sat as sat is a public holiday. luckily man, from last few weeks onwards, all my saturday was burnt, due to training for parade for the NDP. ROAR... I would be inside the Navy GOH (Guard of Honour). Wearing No.1 Haha... So Nice the uniform. Am looking forward to it, well see me inside the parade march ba, hahaha. During Fri night, went to watch movies with buddies, lOL... we were late, 6 people were waiting for us, hahaha... due to someone slacking at home for so long, and then the no cab wanna let us hire it. lOL... sway die man, Jayden's head is rolling, and me, Super hungry (A Hungry man is an Angry Man wor). luckily, we were just a bit late for that movie. sometimes i'm really surprised by my appetite, am i a monster? hahaha.. i ate 4 burgers during the movie wor, hahaha... scary. After the movie, went to park lane there to eat some dessert, bean curds and all. lOL... that day was super tired, reached home at around 2am. lol after that, i still dont wanna slp, playing the precious guitar which i had just bought. loved it so much man, even when in camp, was thinking about it. hahaha looking forward to next lesson, must ask lao shi to teach me le ! hahaha

Also, my progess for the 2 instruments are progressing well, especially guitar, haha. i'm a mini teacher, teaching one new student inside lao shi class, hahaha... proud wor... and i think its about time for me to be really serious about writing songs le, after passing out, i will really work very hard during these 1+ year and see how far i can go, i will make everything to be on track again. And this time i'm nt gonna lose anithing animore. i swear !

Sometimes i wonder, should i sign on or not, the life and everything. My sir, was pestering me to sign on, disturbing me all these, i know the pay wise is nt bad, but however i really love my freedom which i do not want to be tied down due to the lum sum, cuz i believe by working hard outside i would also be able to earn this much or much more than wad they had ! That was this girl who told me, "What there to be afraid of ? You dont dare to work outside? " She triggered me, making me to be sure of what i wants. else i would be signing on together with my buddy already. hmmm... i will not regret making this decision ! i must not !

2 weeks ago , i went out with JacQ (hahaha). Finally gt a chance to see her, well.. we're just frens la, catching up with her, went to party world to sing k with her. however, i did not sang much, and was holding back on some part and pitch. all was her song lol.. her singing was nt bad... after that there was no time for dinner, thus she went off to her cousin bday... awwWw.. as for me, i went to meet jayden n wei xin, we went crystal jade to eat and arcade to play. met Ah Tai ! haha, so coincidence, lOl... went home after that.

Ah... I cannot take it animore already... few more weeks onli, and i can do what i wan already ! lol... first first first ! Chiong for my licence la, cant wait la... i want my own transport again, itching for it for very long already, soon... i gonna get it !

i guess this time, i taking off all my armour, its time already. i've been sealed off for almost 3 years. and this time, i'm really gonna take it off. i'm nt hiding animore, its useless to hide already. So, Js Will Fight On From Now Onwards~~ Haha..

Alright, I'll Stop here... Gonna Post When I come Back Again...

* New Turning Point Again.

* Should I or Not ?

* JS : On My Back !

* Sometimes I'm Lost ! I Need Help !!

* Goodbye Vintage ~~

2010-01-17T18:19:00.002+08:00

Back.... xia0hu Is Nt Feeling Well For The Past Few Days. Having High Fever, Servere Diaherroa + Nauses. Let Me Go Back In Time. 29th Dec 2009, Had A Hell Day Training... 24 hours Non-Stop High Intensity Training. Trying To Push Us To Go Beyond Our Physical Limits. Although Its Was Very Tiring, But Once The Training Ends, You Would Feel A Certain Fulfilment Of What You've Achieved. I Admit, Its Nt Easy, Abrasion Is Wad We Had In The End. But Still, All Of Us Made It Through. Am Gald About That...

Following That Was The Well Known Hell - Week Haha. Compared To Hell DAy, Its Is 4 Days Of That, Few More Times More Strainious Than The Hell Day. However, We Still Made It Through, We Have PRoved Ourself Worthy To Be Called The "Super-Human" Haha. 4 Days We Did Alot Of Things, However, It Is Nt Advisable To Mention Here As There Would Be People Snifing On the Contents Of What WE've Wrote. Thus, I Can Onli SAy, Onli The Strong Ones Would MAke It Through The Hell Week. And During The 3rd Day, I'm Sick, With That Virus Around, It Weakens Me So Much And I Wanted To Give Up, Honestly aT That Moment, I Do Not WAnt To CArry On AnyMore. But Luckily I Did Nt Gave It. There Were Buddies Around ME, Encouraging Each Others, Keep Each Other Moving On ! This Is What We ARE !

Sad Part, First TIme In Life, I Teared Which Is Nt Due To My Loved Ones But To The Extent Of Effort That I've Put Through And I Felt That I Should Nt Be Treated Like This. I Teared, In Front Of My Boat Mates, I Was The Leader of that Group, Leading , Doing More Things, Putting In Much More Effort. And I WOuld NEver STop Helping My Members When They're In Need. However, When I'm In Need Of HElp, None Came, We Were Always The Last Group, Punished To An Extent Where The Limit Of Your Body Is Stretched. I Teared, I Put In So Much, I Gaved In Almost All I Could , I Help Others Where Others Who Just Care For Themselves. I Did Not Complain But Why In The End I Got All The Punishment. I Broke Down. People Came To Cheered Me Up. That Was Emotional, Besides ME, Alot Others Teared Too. lOL... But Nvm... ITs ALready Over. I'm STrong Now. Even If I Did Nt Gt What I WAn, STill, I'm Contented. ^^

From My HEart Now, I Wish Everyone Would Get Well Soon. The Virus That IS Spreading Around WOuld STop. And All Of US would BE Fighting ALong Side Together AGain. This is What I'm Looking Forward To. Alright, Time To Stop, Gotta Book In Soon ~~~

* BE Contented, Even If You Missed It, Just Accept It.
* Both Instruments Are Going To Exam~ OMG.
* Jy For Diving Phase, Hohoho
* WArrent SOh ~ You're The Best PC EVER !!! I PROMISE !
* xia0hu ! FIGHT ON !

2009-12-27T15:46:00.004+08:00

~Interest~

Last Post For The Day. lOL... So Many Post. Eh... My Interest. Music. My Teachers Have Decide And Ask Me To Go For Grade Exam. For Both Instruments, As It Would Be More Recognisable. My Guitar Skills Have Improve And I Can Feel That. I Love The Feeling Now, Its Indescribable. And For Keyboard, I Still Got A long Way To Go, I Must Buck Up And Practise MorE So That SOmeday I Could Play What I Want. I Think I'm REally In Love With Music, And Yeah... The Feeling Is So Great That YOu Won't Want To Stop Once YOu Get Hold On It. And I Must Nt Give Up But To Work Even Harder To Become Better. I Believe Someday I Could. Even Though I'm In Ns Now, I Would STill Try My BEst TO Practise So That The Lesson And Practise Given I'm Able To Complete And Play. Ahhhh.... Simply Just Love It.

I'm Thinking, Maybe Its TIme For ME To Go Back Hai Die le. There Is Still 1 Level That I Had NoT Clear. Hmm... Maybe After My Ns.. I Would Go BAck AGain. Ok ! DEcided . HAHAHAHA.... Wa... Recently I Fall In Love With This.

Its Beautiful Isn't It ?

I've Had Plans About It. After I Pass Out, I Would Go Get The License Asap. Heart Is Itching FOr It Already. lOl.... Jy xia0hu ~~~ Alright. Time To Stop...

* Work Hard For What You Want.

* After Passing Out.

* Hai Die, Soon I Will be Back !

* Jy For Both Instruments....

* The Onli Easy Day Was Yesterday

* Nothing Stand In Our Way.

2009-12-27T15:32:00.003+08:00

During Christmas, I Went Down To Westmall PM To Visit Those Old Working Kakis~~ Haha. They Were Doing Fine, As Lively As Always. And To My Surprise, Maybe Its Been Quite A While That I Did Not See Them. JJ And Boy's Hair Was OMG. SO LONG !!! & Thick. Haha.. Must Be I'm In The Camp For Too Long. My Batch Boys Were All Botak And Thats Why I Feel Their Hair Was So Long. And I Asked Myself "Was My Hair Also Long As Them ? lOL... I Can't Remember." Nvm... 3 more Weeks, Just 3 More... No More Botak ME !! Wahaha... Can Grow Hair Liao Low !!!! Hahahaha... HaD Meals With Them And Catching Up With THem On Their life There. By Looking, I Felt That I've Forgotten Something Already that I USed To Cook With Them. Its Was Like A Total Different Enviornment And I just Left There For About 4 Months? Its Not Long Till The Extent That I Feel So Strange And Lost lOL... The Kitchen Alignemnt Was Changed And It Look Darker. hahaha... However I Miss Them Man !! lOL.... 2 Years, Playing, Cooking, Working, Joking, Everything & Anything Insdie. Sure Brings Back Some Memories. Missed It.

After That, I Wanted To Visit Ah Pong, But He Was Having Off That On That Day, So I Did Nt MAnage To Go Down To Visit Him. But I've Been There Once, Visited Him, We Chatted And He Seem Happier Now Than In WestMall. The Kitchen Was Big And Clean. We Chatted for Quite Awhile, Catching up On Things And Talking About My Life In Ns. During ThaT Time, I Still Had Confusion In My Mind Whether To Carry On Or Give Up. But Now... I Would Perservere It As I've Already Come So Far.. No Point Giving Up. And Just Don't Think About Others Enjoying Their Life Now. Cuz When I Pass Out, It Would Be Others Turn To Envy US ! I Strongly Believe In It.

Alright, I Gotta Book In Soon. Gonna Stop Here le... This is A Bit On What Happened During This Month. I Would Try My Best To Update More. (If I Have Time).

* Somehow, I Miss Working In The Kitchen With Them.

* The End Is Near, Just Perservere.

* Never Give Up, Dont Envy.

* For A Better Future.

* Tag Box Is Dead.

2009-12-27T15:24:00.005+08:00

~C-Club~

I Also Dunno Why I Decided To Blog Again. lOl... Alright, Putting NS Life ASide. Time For Things That Happened Outside. lOL... Firstly On 12 Dec 2009 , Was ~CC~ 4th Outing. lOl... Things WE Did, *Moive (The Storm Riders 2 . Waraku Dinner & Arcade + LanShop). There Were About 20+ People Who Went To The Outing. Omg... Its So Crowded. We Were Making Alot Of Noise And The Waitress Came And STop Us. HAhahaha... Its Great Seeing All Of Us Gathering Together Again. There Were Quite A Bit To Catch Up On And the Bonding Among Each Other Was Strong. Awww~~ TOuched~~~ . hahahaha

The ~C-Club~ Family.

* Had A Great, Fun, Tired & Enjoyable Day~~~

2009-12-27T15:05:00.002+08:00

~~NS LIFE~~

Wahaha.. *Clearing All Dust & Webs Around. Ohya... Its Been A Long Time Since I Last Blog... lOL... Was Too Lazy to Type In Anything. Basically, After Booking Out(Normally On Friday), Would Meet My Buddy to Chill-Out In Some Place. Be It Pub Or AnyWhere. Life On Friday Was Almost The Same. Cuz Every Minute Counts When You Book Out. Onli Those Who's In Ns Now Would Understand The Sorrows. Hahaha...

Life In Camp Is Great La. Tough But Fun , lOL... I'm Starting To LikE My Life And I've Stop Envying Others Of Their Vocation. This is Because I've Begin To See Light In My Vocation. Just Another 3 More Weeks, Just 3 More. Passing Through the Hell-Day & Hell-Week. I Would Start To Dive ! Hohoho... With Oxygen Tank And All these. Cool~~~

However, After Passing Out From The First Phase(Currently In Second Phase), Life Is Bad. Very Bad. Woke Up 4am Everyday And Slp at 10 -11pm. Non-Stop Physical Activites Which Could Really Drained You Dry. -_-" ... ALot People Had Fallen And There Are Still Those Who are STill Fighting !! We Could Swim All Day, Run Whole Day, Paddle Whole DAy. And There Would Always Be A Point Where We Would Want To Give Up. But Our Mind Would Keep On Pushing US To Complete And Not Letting Out Effort Being Waste. This Is What This Phase Train Us To Be. "Mind Over Body".

For Me, I've Become A Better Person. From A Non Swimming To A Drown Proofer. Drown Proofer - Hands And Legs Tied But Still Able To Survie In The Water. Swim In The Sea For 1Hour. I Can't Imagine. In Just 4 Months, I Could Overcome All The Phobia Against Water. Thus, I've Already Success In Gaining Things In My NS Life. There Are So Many To Thank. Whenever I'm Down, There Would Be Buddies Around Cheering You On. A Strength To Keep Everyone Moving.

During Eve Of Christmas, Our Batch Did A Perfomance For The Whole Unit. The Content Of It Were Santarina Dessing Up, Christmas Carol And A Bit Of Comedy Performance. It Was A Fun Day Althought We Onli Managed To Slp For About 3 Hours. But Still It Worthwhile Seeing Everyone Putting Their Effort To Enhance The Performanace. It Was A Great Day.

* Dive Phase Is Coming, Just Endure !

* Eve Was A Fun Day.

* Water - Confidence.

* Hooya~~~

2009-11-21T21:13:00.003+08:00

My First Comping Recorded With Keyboard. Song Name Ai Yao Zhen Me Shuo Chu Kou ! It May Not Be Nice ! But Still, Its A First Experience For Me ! Haha

2009-11-07T15:06:00.002+08:00

Hello ... I'm Back To BLogging. Haha... So Many Things To Update. lOl.. Alright, Start From Here, I Went Out To Do Things. And Due To My Itchy Hands, I Bought A New Wife Again lOL... :S ... The New Wife Is Quite Attractive and Beautiful. Ahhh MElt~~~ HAHA

Isn't It Beautiful ? lOL....

2009-09-27T18:52:00.003+08:00

16 September 2009 , C-Club Fam 3rd Outng Was Held. This time 14 members Attended. Steamboat + LAN + Pool. Was A Great Night To See All Of Them Again. And I Was "Laughed At" Because Of My New Hairstyle. I Know I Look Better With My Old Hair Haha. But, Its Ok, I'm Not So Vain Which Care So Much About Whether Ugly Or Not Ugly. Me Will Be Me Nothing Else. Haha. I've Become Tanned & "Muscular" Due To The "Slimming Package" Introduced By The Slimming Centre. Haha... And Most Of All, More To Come. Awwwwww....

Today, I was Given Extra 1 Hour Of Guitar Lesson Free As My Teacher Ask Me To Stay To Play More. Haha... SO Happy, I Feel I've Improve Abit Again. Hardwork Is Paying Off. And Sad To Say, No Keyboard Lessons For 2 Weeks. But Nevertheless, I'll Keep On Training, Perserve And Make Sure I Get Close To Where I Want. Jia You JunRui.

Alright, Time For Me To Book In. I'll Stop Here.

(Trust Will Show , Love Will Grow & If We Rush, We'll Never Know)

* I Have No Faith In Finishing The Course.
* But I Believe Time Will Reveal Everything.
* Good Luck ! Jun Rui.

2009-08-30T17:22:00.002+08:00

Woke Up 9.40 am In The Morning, It Was Raining. First Time Had Breakfast At Home After So Long, Always Rush Out Of House For Lessons And Onli Could Settle The Meals Outside. Breakfast Today Was A Meaningful One. Went To The Roadside To Flag For Cab. I Was In The Rain For 20 Minutes And Still No Cab Would Stop For Me. I Was Very Late For Lesson, And The Rain Got Even Bigger. I Was Drenched, Still I Stood There. In The End, I Still Cant Get Any Cab. Then I Took Bus To Station. Skipped Guitar Lesson Today. First Time With No Mood To Go. After That, Exploring Causeway Point Again, Buy Things. And Suddenly Decide To Skip Keyboard Lessons Too. So, I SKipped All Lessons Today. Haha... In The First Place Why Would I Go Out If I Skipped Lessons In The End? STupid ME... lOL.

Millitary Life ? lOL... I Finally Getting Used To It. TIme Passes Very Fast For ME, In A Blink Of An Eye, 1 Week Passed lOL. I Finally Getting Fired Up For My Vocation. At First, I Wanted To Go Out Of The Course. I Don't Like Millitary Life, So Tiring. I Wanted To Come Out And Work. But Still I Know I Must Serve Finished It First. Now, I'm Gonna Push Myself And Go For It, I Gonna Put Aside All My Worries For This 2 Years. This Is Because Even If I Think So Much, It Would Still Be Useless As I Have Not Finish This Path. What For Thinking Of What Is The Next. So Now, xia0hu Gonna Put Aside All Things Just To Focus On Serving Finish The National Service. AS For Today, Although I Skipped Lessons, I Feel Better As I Have More Time For Myself. Alright, xia0hu Stop Here, Hopefully Would Be Back Next Saturday.

* Make The Best Of It ~
* Day By Day, I Will Get Use To IT.
* HooYaa !

2009-08-23T17:41:00.002+08:00

12 August 2009, 7.30am. I've Enlisted Into The Singapore Armed Forces(SAF). Vocation ? The Naval Diving Unit. Trainees Like Me Were Gather Into The Camp And Thus Begin Our "New Life". What Is This Unit About ? In Short, It Is An "A School (Elite Force)" Whose Does Not Intake Is Only A Hundred. Which Means, It Is Not Easy For People To Come In. In Order To Get In, You Need To Qualify - Certain Height, Blood Able To Take Pressure Up To 6000 Spins In A Minute, Perfect EyeSight, Able To Withstand 10 metres Below Sea Level's Pressure And Most Of All, You're Mentally Fit To Be Able To Qualify For The InterView(Assessment). This Batch Intake Was 9000, 400 Was Selected For InterView, Onli 100 Made It Through. "Not Everyone Qualify To Become A Diver" This Is What They Said.

Till Now, 1 Week Plus Has Passed, I Still Cant Bring Myself To Adapt To The Life There, Everything You Do, Report. Instructions Given, Follow. This Is A Soldier Life. Yes, To Me, I Love Freedom, From Young Till Now, I've Never Been Restricted To That Extent. I Was Always Living In My Comfort Zone, With People Praising, Letting ME Win, Privilleges Given , Better Lucks. When I Was Young, My Mum Would Put ME With Me GrandMother During Morning To Let Her Look After Me And Fetch ME At Night(From The Age of 6 Till 11). At The Time, I Would Be Like A Wild Kid(Ye Hai Zhi) Going Out Alone Or Find Childhood Frens To Play With. So At the Age Of 6, I've Already Gt My So-Called "Freedom." I Would Go Out At 9am , And Onli Back For Meals At GrandMother House Then Out Again And Onli Back at 6.30pm. 1 Step To Me Being Spoilt. At The Age Of 11, I Traveled Home Myself After Primary School Ends. I Go Where I Like, Do What I Want As Long As I Do Not Get Into Any Trouble. No People Restrict Me, And I Settle My Meals Myself(My Parent Was So Busy,Thus I'm On My Own). Primary 4 With Pocket Money of $10 A day & $2 Increase Every Year. Age Of 12(Year 2000), Got First Handphone. And After That, Admited Into Secondary School. FIrst Choice Was Jurong Secondary(Well Known For BAsketBall). And Due To Long Travelling Time, I Appeal For Transfer On The Day Of Enroll. To A School Which Is Just Below My House. lOL... Was ReJected But Somehow, Made It Thourgh With My BasketBall Skill. Thus, Life Was Easy Again. ZzZ. From Sec 1 - 5, Never Had A Problem With Seniors, As I Have Too Much Frens Inside. HowEver, Being In The Basketball Team(For Some Of US Who Came In Due To Special Reasons). WE Cant Leave The CCA No Matter What REason. We've Gotta Obey Discipline At All Times, We've Priveilleges But WE Must Obey All Rules just Like Army, Tough Training Was Given And This Is Why At My Time , My School Was One Of The TOp National 4 Schools For That Sport. Due To Too Must Demand, After Entering Poly, I STOP All CCA As Only My Batch Was So Discipline Treated. Thus, Not Much Freedom Was Given. And In Poly, I Slack, With No Curicular Activities. And After That, Joining The Kitchen. To Train Hard & Take Hardship. Yes At First Was Hard, Wanted To Give Up During First 2 Weeks, My Teacher Was A Straight Forward Man, He Steped Me Down Like Nothing, Using Words To Insult You, But In The End I Stayed. Ater Training, I Was Treated Differently Again, In The SO-CAlled COmfort ZOne. ZZZ.....

Now, Onli 1 week Plus Inside, I'm Complaining ! ZZZ.... I Know I Must Not Complain. And I Know I Must Fight Like A MAN ! Just 2 years... What For Complaining ! Xia0hu . Time To Wake Up Your Ideas, Just Go With IT. You Will Do IT. Just LikE U Always DID !

*Too Much Comfort Zone Will Destroy Me
* I'll Perservere And Make It Throught
* Give Me More Time,I'll Adapt To It Soon
* Be Strong , Xia0hu.....

2009-08-09T23:48:00.000+08:00

I LovE This. Hahaha (Pick From DEvo's Blog)

1)
Ah Beng bought a new mobile.
He sent a message to everyone from his Phone Book & said, 'My Mobile No. has changed.
Earlier it was Nokia 3310.
Now it is 6610'

2)
Ah Beng : I am a Proud, coz my son is in Medical College .
Friend: Really, what is he studying.
Ah Beng: No, he is not studying, they are Studying him.

3)
Ah Beng : Doctor, in my dreams, I play football every night.
DR: Take this tablet, you will be ok.
Ah Beng : Can I take tomorrow, tonight is final game.

4)
Ah Beng : If I die, will u remarry?
Wife: No! I'll stay with my sister. But if I die will u remarry?
Ah Beng : No, I'll also stay with your sister.

5)
Ah Beng : People consider me as a 'GOD'
Wife: How do you know??
Ah Beng : When I went to the Park today, everybody said, Oh GOD! U have come again.

6)
Ah Beng complained to the police: 'Sir, all items are missing,
except the TV in my house.'
Police: 'How the thief did not take TV?'
Ah Beng : 'I was watching TV news...'

7)
Ah Beng comes back 2 his car & find a note saying 'Parking Fine'.
He Writes a note and sticks it to a pole 'Thanks for complement.'

8)
How do you recognize Ah Beng in School?
He is the one who erases the notes from the book when the teacher erases the board.

9)
Once Ah Beng was walking he had a glove on one hand and not on other.
So the man asked him why he did so.
He replied that the weather forecast announced that on one hand it would be cold and on the other hand it would be hot.

10)
Ah Beng in a bar and his cellular phone rings.
He picks it up and Says 'Hello, how did you know I was here?'

11)
Ah Beng : Why are all these people running?
Man: This is a race, the winner will get the cup.
Ah Beng: If only the winner will get the cup, why others running?

12)
Teacher: 'I killed a person' convert this sentence into future tense.
Ah Beng : The future tense is 'u will go to jail'

13)
Ah Beng told his servant: 'Go and water the plants!'
Servant: 'It's already raining.'
Ah Beng : 'So what? Take an umbrella and go.'

14)
A man asked Ah Beng why Ahmad Badawi goes walking in the Evening and not in the morning?
Ah Beng replied Ahmad Badawi is PM not AM.

2009-08-08T20:09:00.024+08:00

Awww... Its Been A Week Already. LOL... *Wiping Away All The Spider Webs And Dust*. Yeah. I'm Lazy To Update These Fews Days As I'm Busily Enjoy My Da Shao Ye Life. (After 2 Years, Finally A Break). Getting Super Slack, Lazy To Do Alot Of Things. Haha Alot Of Responsibilties Is Being Put Aside For The Time Being. This Is Because I've Onli Gt Around 12 Days Of Break Before I'm Going Into Another Phase/Chapter Of My Life, I'm Trying To Slack As Much As I Could. Ok These Were Basically Things That Had Happened The Whole Week, Xia0hu & Ah Pong(Head Chef) Farewell Dinner, ChickyClub Fam Second Outing. Thoughts Of Last 2 Days Of Kitchen Life, Meeting Of Old Fren.

First Of All, 31st July 2009 & 1st August 2009

As Always, Every Last Day Of The Month, There Will Be An Inventory Stock Count Recorded Down And Send To Office For Calculating Of The Total Food Cost Of The Whole Outlet. That Day Was A Very Busy Day As Alot People Got Their Pay And Came To Dine In The Restraunt. In PastaMania Kitchen, It Is Diffrent From Hotel Restraunt Which You Would Be Able To Have Specific Time To Rush Your Preparation Of Goods. For Example, The Kitchen Would Be Close From This Period Of Time To Evening For Cooks And Chefs To Do All The Necessary Preparation Of Goods. And In My Kitchen, You Gotta Attend To Order While Rushing All The Goods. This Is Nt An Easy Tasks As You Would Be So Busy, And In Order To Rest, You Need To Complete All The Tasks Fast. For Instance, 5kg Of Chicken Breast To Be Cut Into Slice Onli Took Us 20 Minutes. For Beginners, It Could Go Till 1 Hour At Least. 600 Chilli Padi To Be Cut Into Thin Slice(Totally Differnt From Sellling FishBall Noodle Which Is Very Thick). Took Me 1hour. Peeling for Prawns. 1 Prawn To Be Peel Finish Onli Took Us Around 2-5 Seconds. And Lots More. In This Kitchen, You Would Be Able To Learn All The Real Life Practical Skills Which Is Different From Those Fast Food Restraunt Which All Is Ready Made. So, If You Ask Me To Cook Any Dish Or Pizza At Home, I Am Able To Do. From Flour To Become Pizza Dough, Sauce Freshly Made, Etc. Cool Right ? Haha. I Never Imagined That I Would Work As A Cook. As Mentioned, I've Really Learnt Alot In This Kitchen, Italian Cuisine, Western Cuisine And Some Chinese Cuisine. Hoho, And One Of The Main Reason That I Would Keep On Remain And Work In The Kitchen Till Now Is Because I Wanted To Go Though All These Hardship. As I Know, A Cook's Life Is Very Miserable, It May Seem Cool When You Know How To Cook, Make Pizza And Pasta. But You Would Keep On Cooking The Same Dish Maybe For 30 Times A Day ? Or In The Whole Day You Could Cook 180+ Plates Of Pasta, 60+ Pizza? And After That, You Gotta Wash The Whole Kitchen, Everything And Anything To Make It Clean. Yes, It Is Very Tirring And I Believe If I'm Able To Make It Through, I Would Be Able To Endure Most Kinds Of Work, From Office Work To Some HardWork Stuff. And At The Same Time, I Would Know Money Is Not So Easily Earn As I've Been Spending Like Nobody Busniess Which I May Be Facing Problems In The Future If I Do Not Control Myself. And I'm Very Glad That I'm Once A Cook Which I Doubt I Would Be Again After My NS And I Would Be Into Another Kind Of Work. And 1st Of August(The Last Day), Due To Inventory Stock Count, The Kitchen Minimized All The Goods and Ingredients To The Minimum. Therefore, Every 1st Day Of The Months, Goods Would Be Flowing In Like No Tomorrow. Its Would Us Around 4- 6 Hours To Clear Finished Everything. And I Remember, On the 31st Of july I Reached Home At 3am & Slept At 5am. The Next Day I Work 11am - 11pm (12 Hours). I Was Like A Half Dead Living Zombie And At The Same Time Rushing Goods. lOL... (You Could Collasped From All These). And Most Of All, There Is A New Part-Timer Coming In On That Day, And I Was Assigned To Teach Him And Guide Him Through Everything. Even It Was My Last Day, Ah Pong (The Chef Aka Good Friend) Wants Me To Remember The Moment. This Is Why I Work For So Long. After That Night I Was So Tired That I Nearly Collasped, I'm Too Tired.

Before Closing, We Taped What WE All Did. The Guy Recording Was Sulaiman(Malay Cook). I'm Sorry That This Video Is In Melayu. The Guy Cooking Was Ah Boy. Haha... Look At How We All Toss Our Pasta. Cool Right, Its A Skill. In This Kitchen There Were Mostly Malaysian Working In The Kitchen. This Is Why Cantonese And Melayu Were More Common In The Kitchen.

This Picture Was Taken On This Year PastaMania Dinner And Dance Where Almost Whole Of The Company Attended The Function.

Ah Kok Posing And Kah Jun Back Facing The Camera.

Besides The Chef, The 3 Seniors. Kah Jung, ME & Ah Kok.

These Were Basically How The Kitchen And The Life Is About. I've Been Here For 2 Years, From Nothing To Something. Now, I'm Leaving, Thanks Everyone For All The Care & Concern You've Shown ME. Thanks For Everything.

FareWell Dinner (2th August 2009)

After The Tiring Work On Saturday(1st August 2009), We Decided To Have The Farewell Dinner On 2nd of August(Sunday). These Were The People Who Attended. Kitchen Staff : Ah Pong, Ah Kok, Kah Jun, Ah Boy, Zhang Kun, Sulaiman & ME, Also Jiahui From Service Side Was Also Invited To The Meal. Firstly, The Aim For The Day Was To Drunk Xia0hu, Today Is His Last Day, Where Everyone Gonna Toast To Him Each Mug, 5 people = 5 Mug at 1 Shot. Starting Of The Meal, I'm Already Red. Thanks To Zhang Kun And Ah Kok, I Toasted To Them Which Makes Me Feeling Red Before Eating The Meal. They Were Happily Toasting, Trying To Make Me Drunk. Very Drunk. X_x. And Before The Meal, These Were The Pictures Taken.(I'm Already Red.)

Kitchen Crew + Jiahui. Top Left Kah Jun , Ah Boy. Center Ah Pong, Jia Hui , Sulaiman, ME. Front : Zhang Kun , Ah Kok

After Group Photo, Requested To Take Individual Photo With All Kitchen Crew As This Might Be the Last Chance Seeing All Grouping Together. This Picture Is Me And Ah Boy. Known For 1 Year In Kitchen. Good Working Attitude And A Good Listen With Ability To Have A Good Heart To Heart Talk With Him. Everything I've Relationship Problem, We Would Chat Together While Working. He Would Enlightened ME Sometimes. Thanks Ah Boy. You'll Be Remember.

Kah Jun. Known This Bugger For 2 Years Haha. One of The Kitchen In Charge When The Chef Is Not Around. Another Guy Who Always Listen To My Grumbles And Complains. He Is A Very Hardworking Staff With Positive Attitude. Soon He Will Be Rise To Cook 2. Kah Jun, I'll Miss You Haha.

Next, Ah Kok. Known Him Since I Entered The Kitchen. He Is My Senior, I've Learnt Some Things From Him. Also Another In Charge When Chef Is Not Around. Also Listens To My Emotions Problems When I'm Feeling Down. And Sometimes We Would Play Game Together. Haha. Kok , Jy For Your Dota La, Train To Be A Pro. HaHaHa. Nice Knowing You ^^

Zhang Kun, From ShangHai. Always Argue With ME. HaHaHa. Now You All Know Why I Can Always Shoot People Liao Right ? lOL... This Is Because He Is My Training Partner. From A Smal Thing WE Can Link To Big Things And Nonsense Things In Order To Win. lOL. Few More Months He Would Be Back To China, Would Really Miss Him As WE're Quite Close Also. Zhang, Take Care and Good Luck In Everything.

New Confirmed Staff, SulaiMan. An Elder Who I Would Respect Him. A Very "On" Staff Who Always Never Fail To Help More. New To Kitchen Back Still, Our Family~~ Man, Remember What I Taught Ok ? Be A Good Cook.

Last But Not Least. The Chef(Ah Pong). My Teacher, Mentor And Good Fren. From The Day I Entered Kitchen, He Was Kitchen In Charge After The First Chef. My First Teacher Was SomeOne Who Opposed Him And In The End, Was Terminated For His Repeated Mistakes Done. After That, Ah Pong Taught Me, The Importance Of Being A Chef, Atittude , Saving Cost, Teaching New Staff, Paper Work, Inventory, Everything And Anything. He Guide Me Through To Make Me Into What I Am Today. There Was Once I Left This Kitchen And Went To Fish & Co. But 2 Months Later, He Pulled Me Back And Ask ME To Offer Him My Help As He Is The Chef Soon. Without Hesistation, I Came Back, For 8 Months, I Helped Him, I Never Reject Anything Which He Need Help In. Even Maintaing Kitchen Relationship Among All Staff, I Also Played A Part In. Solving Problems , Finding Solution To Answer To Offce, Wrtting Appraseisal Were Doned When He Need Help. Overall, Ah Pong, Thanks For Making What I Am Today, I'm Very Grateful To All The Things That You Taught Me, I Will Remember And Apply It To The Fullest. (Secret, He Gave Me Something Where No One Else Would Be Able To Have With Just 2 Years Of Working In That Kitchen. )

These Is Pictures Of Beer We Ordered. And To Be Exact, They've Ordered 19 Bottle Of Beer, Trying To Make All Drunk. lOL... I'm Dead That Night, Nearly Unable To Go Home. But Luckily, I'm Still Alive And Kicking. lOL

These Were The Mess We Ate. I Was Busily Filming What Happened During The Drinking And Their Reaction When All Reaches Their Limit. lOL

Haha. This Is Xia0hu Fliming Zhang Kun, China Man When He Is At His Limit. Sorry If I Sound Alittle Disgust, This Is Because I Would Try To Use Different Words In Different Place. And They Do Not Like Me Being Too Conserve With Words. This Meal Costs ME 200(without Beer). But Its Worth It, To See Them One Last Time. Guys, I'm Off, When I'm Free I Would Visit You All. Keep In Contact ^^

ChickyClub Fam Outing. (5th August)

After 3 Weeks, ChickyClub Fam Organise Another Outing Again. This Time Its A Steam Boat Buffet At Bugis Followed By A Gaming Session At World Largest Gaming Centre. And These Were The People Who Attend. Attitude, Ling , En, Jane(Ah Yi) , Summer(Candy) , Jess(Mei), Ah Biao, Ash Jie Jie , Jason, And Most Of all -Qub- Lao MA Wahahahah. lOL... We Met 7.30 Pm At Bugis And Went For The Meal. We Were Seprate Into Two Tables, WE Called It "Sick" And "Not Sick" Haha.

The "Sick" Table Haha. From Left To Right. En(Hidden) , Attitude , Ling, Jane Aka Ah Yi, Ash Jie Jie, Ah Biao. The Table Which We Call Them The Fish Ball Table In then End. Haha, They Took Alot Of Fish Which Cannot Be Finished Nearly. The Story Starts With Ah Biao Trying To Give Ash Jie Jie A Fish Ball From The Pot, And The Ball Bounce And Drop Onto The Floor. And In Order Make Up For The Fish Ball He Took "100" Fish Ball Hahaha. Did I Mentioned That They Scream When The Ball Drop On The Floor Hahaha.

Our Table. From Left : Candy(Summer), Shan(Mama) Jess(Mei) , ME And Jason. Our Table Was The So Call Quieter One. Haha. We Were Having ALot Of Food Which Also Nearly Cannot Be Finished. In This Table, Onli Mama Doesnt Need To Stand Up And Move Around To Take Food To Cook, And Food Will Be Auto Placed Into The Pot. All She Did Is Said What She One, And Her Poor Son Will Go And Collect And Take For Her. Sad. Mama Be More Kind To Me La. lOL Hahaha. I Very Auto Le Right ? You Want What I Took Before U Ask? lOL

After Eating, Before Going Off, The Whole Group Picture(Without Jason. Busy Man, Come Awhile Go Back To His WorkPlace le). We Were All Bloated. But The Meal Was Fun And Nice.

After That We Decided To Visit Jason At His Work Place And WE Play For An Hour Of Game Before Going Back. And This Is The Pictures We Took(With Jason Liao Haha) Before Going Off. They Were All So Cold They Said, Its Freezing But I Really Feel Warm Eh... Am I Weird?

Haha The Forbidden Picture. This Picture, Me Hugging Ah Biao. Look At His Face, So High Right, No Rejection. But All Around Said It Was Gross. But Hor, Its Not Easy To See This Kind Of Moment Ma, So Its Nice LA. Must Cherish La. Ah Biao. <333 class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_155">Infront) <33 class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_156">Haha. Overall We Had An Enjoyable And Fun Outing. And I'm Very Happy To See All Of Them Again. LOL... But Next Time Maybe I'm Botak Already La. lOL... But Still, There Will Be Chance Again One. Hoho... ChickyClub Rox. Lets Maintain This Fam. ^^

Midnight Gaming (8th August)

Bok Called, Asking ME To Meet HIm, Andy And Jovi As I Did Not Meet Them For Quite Some While Already. So, I Decided To Meet Them. Bok Drove The Car And Fetch ME And We Went ParkLane For Midnight Gaming. Upon SEeing Jovi, He Become Even Fitter Than Last Time. He Told ME More ABout The Life In My Unit. And I'm STill Considering Whether To Sign On Or Not As By Signing On, You Will Be Out To Sea Occasionally And Duration Of 1 - 2 Months Each Time. And You Would Be Very Hard To Start A Family With This Kind Of Life. This Is Why I'm Considering Whether To Sign On Or Not. NeverMind, When Time Ripes, I Will Know. Also I Saw Andy, We All Chatted Alot As WE Did Not See Each Other For Qutie Some While Also. We Gamed For 4 Hours And Bok Drove Me Home First Before Heading Back. Its Was Fun Seeing Them Again. Misses Them Too. Slept For Onli 6 Hours. Will Meet Up With Them Soon Again. Wow,Without Realising, I've Type So Much, This Post Spend Me 3 Hours To Finish It. lOL. Alright These Were What Happened This Week Haha.

* Gotta Buy Things For Enlistment. AnyOne Wanna Go With ME ?

* Movie On Monday With Chicky Fam

* K-Singing With Mei On Monday

* Time To Post New Song From Me.

* Very Slack, Haha... 3 More Days And I'm Gone.

2009-07-30T10:34:00.002+08:00

Awww.. I Woked Up At 9.15 (Lesson Start At 9... lOL). Roar... I Slept At 5am... d(X_x)b. Woken Up By Zhang Zhen's Call.

Xia0hu : Hello ?

Zhang Zhen : Where Are You ?

Xia0hu : I Just Woke up. Why? (Very Sleepy)

Zhang Zhen : What ? Was Asking You To Share Cab To Campus.

Xia0hu : Ahhh... I Just Woke Up Wor, Nvm La, I Cab From My House.

Zhang Zhen : Okok See You.

Roar... Zzz... I Waste Cab Again. ZzZ. I Seriously Think If I Save All These I Can Buy A Car Liao LA. lOL.... I'm Now Half Dead... Eyelid is SO Heavy. GOnna meet JAckie Later Awww... So Long Didnt See Him Le... Miss Him So Much, my 3 Years Gay Partner In Poly. Haha.... Gonna Kiss Him MAn....... <333

* Xia0hu , You're Getting ABit Better. JiaYou ~~

2009-07-29T02:03:00.003+08:00

Today, Whole Day At Home. Doing What ? lOL... Can Guess La. Ying Yue Feng Zhi Lor ( Music Siao). Was Trying My Best To Let Myself Adapt To The Chords Of Piano(Keyboard). And These Were The Songs Played. Tank - Zhuan Shu Tian Shi, Chen Meng Qi - Wo She Bu De, Tao Zhe - Ai Hen Jian Dan + Tai Mei Li, Li Shen Jie - Cha Jian Er Guo, JJ Lin - Yi Qian Nian Yi Hou, Jay Chou - Wo Niu + Shi Jie Mo Re + Feng, My Own Song, Etc(Cant Rember Le). My Throat Still Have Not Recover To The Best Condition Yet. Some Keys Still Missing. ROAR. Overall, I Need More Practise. Putting Aside, Also Gamming Whole Day, lOL... The Fam Is Really Getting More Interesting By Day. Super Love The Fam. Tml Working Again. Last 3 Working Days & I'm Gone. Hmm... I'm Going To Slp Now... Very Tired. Will Post More When I Got Time Again ~~~

Super Love This Picture. Haha

* Train Harder. I'll Reach There Someday !

* 14 Days Left.

Unopen Beer On The Table.

2009-07-27T02:34:00.002+08:00

Aww... Its Been Awhile Since I Last Posted Something. lOL... Well, I'm Quite Busy la, With Work Stuff , Music , Etc. These Few Days, These Were The Things Happened. First : Kitchen's Staff Seprating Among Each Other Again. Second : New Music Style Coming Up, Training Hard. Third : Ah Bu (Kai Zhen) 21st Birthday. Fourth : Gathering Information For Outing. Fifth : Meeting Frens. Last : Lesson. Kitchen, Always Alot Of Things Happened When I Didnt Work. EveryNight Of My Off Day, I Would Recevie Call From Him Regarding Kitchen. "This Had Happen La, That Had Happen La. Cannot Tahan Liao ! Do What Then Good La ? Ta Ma De~~~" All These. I Would Always Have To Help Him Analyse And Think Of A Better Solution To Make Sure Situation Doesnt Get Worse. Hmm... Sometimes I Just Wonder, I'm A Part-Timer, I Should Not Bear So Much Responsibilty. I Even Wrote Appraisesal Before.(Unbelievable Right?) I Teaches New Staff. I Must Make Sure Situation Doesn't Get Worse. And If It Worsen I Would Be In Deep Trouble As I'm The One Who Is Playing With Fire (Middle Man). ZzZ. Ok I Admit, The Real ME = Proud , StraightForward, Sensitive. But Still I Do Not Mean Any Harm To Other ! I Care For Them. This Is Why I Always Told Them , I Wont Let This Kitchen Collasp If I'm Still Here. This Is Because I Wanted To Leave This Place With A Smile And When Thinking Back I Could Feel Fulfilling Instead Of Regretful Of Things. Thus , No Matter What Happened, I Wont Complain And Just Trying My Best To Help. And Now, My Kitchen Life Is Left With 1 Week (4Days). So This Is My Last Time Helping , I Really Hope Nothing Would Happened After I Left. Seriously, Working With Them For Almost 2 Years, Feeling & Emotions Would Definitly Be There. With Hoping Them To Lead Everything Smooth Sailing. Hmm... I Dont Feel Good. Music, Getting Tougher For Both Instrument, I Gonna Work Even Harder To Achieve My Dream. Its Me Fighting Alone, I Must Make It Through And I Know I Will. Every Midnight I Would Keep On Practise. No Choice, There's A Price To Pay In Order To Succeeded In Everything. Ah Bu's 21St Bday, I've Been Searching For "That Thing" But I Could Not Find It. A Few Wasted Trip. Must Find It Soon. Outing, Audition (Chicky Fam), I'm Organising Outing Soon Again, Have Been Trying To Find Better Places For SteamBoat. Looking Forward To See Them Again. Lastly, Lessons , 2-3 Weeks Time I Would Be In Ns, There Are Alot Of Things Troubling Me. I Do Not Know What To Do. (Lost). There Are Too Many Things Happening Recently, Sometimes I Would Feel That I No Longer Want To Carry On This Life Anymore. Its Too Tiring, I Did So Many Things. Which Other Frens Of Mine Were Enjoying Life Before They Go Into NS. I'm Tired, Really Tired.

* Girl . I Miss You So Much. You Gave ME The Most Important Thing That I Needed, Encouragement. You're The Only One Who Can Pull ME Through My Darkest Hour. You Gave ME Confidence Where No One Else Was Able To Give Even Till Now.
*I Guess I'm Just Tired. Will Be Better After A Nap.
*She's The ONLY One Who Knows When I Would Make The Wrong Decision. The One Who Understand ME. My Fault~~

2009-07-23T14:17:00.002+08:00

在夜市里逛地摊送你一副耳环
你很喜欢一整晚笑声不断
陪你看电影哭完戏里相爱好难
你很感慨现实会害人离散
你说浪漫和贫富无关
是心让爱灿烂在捷运车站
不在乎围观感动亲吻起来

要你拥有会长大的幸福
一天比一天像公主梦都被满足
为你种下会长大的幸福
让今天担心你的朋友
明天笑闹着嫉妒

为你生日的夜晚亲手料理晚餐
你真可爱很捧场吃两碗饭
你电话有点摔坏一直想帮你换
努力加班你心疼得泪打转

爱是送你会长大的幸福
用生命为你变魔术永远被保护
牵手围住会长大的幸福
看它开花结果变大树我们唱着歌欢呼
为你变魔术～

2009-07-23T10:57:00.003+08:00

HoHo ~ 18th Post Already. Was Too Tired To Update What Happened Yesterday. I Took Cab To School Again Today lOL... Wasted $20 Again lOL... I GuesS I Sleep Too Late. Was Playing Songs In The Night & Learning. Actually, I Wanted To Skip Today's Lesson But I'm Already In The Debarment List. Else I Would Go Back To Sleep Happily. Well , Yesterday, 3pm Work, And All Of Them Went For Meeting . (Which Xia0hu Already Know Whats Going On). For 1 & Half Hour, I Was Alone Inside The Kitchen. Running Both Staion, Pizza And Pasta. FYI, To Do A Pizza, A Dough Is Needed To Be Taken Out And Open With Our BareHands(With Glove On) Without Any Equipments. From A 2 Inch Dough, We Must Open Till An 7 - 12Inch. After That, Pizza Suace, Cheese And Ingredients. For Pasta, Heat Pan , Butter, Garlic, Ingredient + PAsta Choice. Tirring Right Haha, But You Will Feel Certain Fulfilment Once U Overcome Both Station. And Customers Is Watting For Your Dish To Be Serve. A Normally 2 Person Staion Was Run Alone By Me For 1.30 Hour. lOL... During Night, Haha... Only Working Frens Would Know, As Usual, Xia0hu Likes To Disturb New Staff Haha. Yesterday A China Attachemnt From CPF Building Outlet Came To Attach To WestMall As It Is Short Handed. First I Ask Her To Guess Which Country I'm From. Haha I Told Her " I'm ZHANG KUN" (A ChinaMAN In Our Kitchen) lOL... I Wanted To Introduce Her To MY ChinaMan. Wahahahaha (So Evil) For Whole Night I Told Her I'm ZK, Asking Her Looking For China BF ma? Why Not Interested ? Are You A Lesbinen ? Haha... I WOnder Will I Be Pawned By ZK Later During Work If I Told Him About This. Haha But, If I Dont Do This, I Won't Be Called Xia0hu LE Right ? lOL... Putting Aside, Gonna Organise Outing Again lOL... Cuz Cc (~ChickyClub~) Is Simply Too Cool La, All The Regulars Inside. lOL... Gonna Go Hunt For Good Place.

9 Days Left, 2nd August Farewell Dinner
I Can Treat You Nice, But You'll See The Nasty Side of Me If You Cross The Line
Outing Outing~~~
I'm Nt Interested In Girl Who Put Themself Too High(C0cky + Fuck Up)

2009-07-22T13:00:00.002+08:00

为什么你总是闷闷不乐
你知不知道你是最好的
这首歌我唱这首歌
就是要给你快乐
世界上只有你独一无二
我为你填上幸福的颜色
这首歌我唱这首歌
你要专心的听着

说你也一样爱着我
有一个温暖角落那是我心窝
把你的爱收起来放进我的口袋
不让你轻易离开
我会永远爱着你
到老还是同一句因为我珍惜
轻轻地摇着懒椅戴着老花眼镜
还记得我们这首歌

说你一样爱着我

说你也一样爱着我
有一个温暖角落那是我心窝
把你的爱收起来放进我的口袋
不让你轻易离开
我会永远爱着你
到老还是同一句因为我珍惜
轻轻地摇着懒椅戴着老花眼镜
还记得我们这首歌

2009-07-22T03:13:00.003+08:00

What Time Is It ? Its 3.13Am lOL... I'm Not Asleep. Finding Songs, LEarning Songs. Work Work, I Fall Asleep During My Break. Hmm.. I Guess I'm Too Tired. To Fall Asleep During Break. Kitchen Knew~ 1st August 2009 , Xia0hu Is Leaving & 2nd August (Next Sunday) There Will Be A FareWell Dinner With EveryOne. I Left With 10 More Days To The End Of My Kitchen Life. Its A Tough Road But Still From There I've Learnt Alot Of Things, Too Much. Future, I Don't Know. Hmm... As Usual, Dinner After Work Chill & Chat. Then Home After Walking Jh Home. Nothing Much Happened Today Or Rather I Cant Remember Anything. Suddenly, I Lost All The Mood To Do Things. Hmm.. Hope I'll Be More Alive After I Woke Up.

I Guess I'm Tired All Of A Sudden.
Girl~ I'm Really Touched, You Blog About Me ^^

只怕我自己的掩饰不够好

2009-07-21T02:32:00.003+08:00

Today's Mood~

I Told Him , I'll Be Leaving On 1st August. He Agreed. The Kitchen was Noisy Before That , And After That, Its Was So Quiet. I Know I Cant Bear To Leave This Place, But This Time I Really Gotta GO, And I Wont Be Back Anymore. In Fact, I've Left This Kitchen Once, The Reason Is To Change A New Environment, But In The End, He ASked Me Back And So I Helped Him For 8 More Months. All The Head Chef Paper Work , I'm Doing Almost All For Him. I Was Acting Like A Part Time Chef Which I Do Not Like It Very Much. Those Full-Timer Would Be Unhappy. And My Life Motto : I Dun Wan Anyone To Be Sad ~This Is Why, Xia0hu Never Reject Or Give Up AnyOne Who Needs Help. This Is Him . After That, We Went Drinking, I'm Always Almost Drunk. ZzZ But I Know After This 2 Weeks, I Wont Be Able To Drink Much Le, Thus I Went With Him And ZK. We Talked Alot About The Kitchen And There Was One Line Which He Told Zk " If He's A Full-Timer, He Would Already Be Ahead Of Everyone." He's Saying If I'm A Full-Timer, I Would Be The Vice-Chef. 2 Years, I've Already Nearly Reach A Place Where People Would Normally Took 3-4 Years At Least. Thus, I Feel Consoled, This Prove That I Did Not Waste My HardWork In The Kitchen. And Most Of All, I've Achieve Some Achievement Before I Left. I Would Really Remember This Kitchen, Everyone. Yeah.. Time To Stop Here, I Will Share All About The Kitchen During My Last Day.

Ah Pong ~ My Great Memtor And Teacher, You Will Be Remebered By ME Till The End ~
I Really Cant Bear, But Still I've Got No More Choice.
To Be Able To Have A Possiblity To Be A Vice Chef, At Least I've Achieve Something In The End
xia0hu, Is Not Feeling So Good Tonight~~

2009-07-19T22:51:00.005+08:00

Yesterday Night~

lOL ... Ok La, Maybe Some People Do Not Know, Yeah.. I'm A Part Time Cook For 2 years. Restraunts Been Into : Fish & Co, PastaMania. Cuisine Know : Japanese Pasta, Italian Pasta, Western, Chinese & Abit Vietnam. These Were The Skills Obtained For The Past 2 years. And From People Insde The Kitchen, I've Learnt The Hard Ways Of Life. How StraightForward Cruel The World Can Be In The Working Life. In Order To Success, You Must Work Hard N Fight For It Else You Will Be Replaced. I Saw Too Many People Being Condemmed N Gaved Up. Thus, I've Grown In This Kind Of World. And By Working Insde This Kitchen , I Met People Whom I Dont Usually Mixed With. People from Different Country And Most Off All, They Aren't Well Educated, Thus Words Used By Them Were Very Straight And They Do Not Care About Your Feelings. If You're Good, They Will Admit And If You're Bad They Would Just Say Out. This Is My Working World. And By Working Inside, I've Learn To Be Able To Accept Critisim And Most Of All, Cant Lazy When I Am Focusing On Things. I've Truly Gain Alot After Joining This Kitchen. And Also I Thank You, HER (My Hero), Without You, I Won't Be Who I Am Now, Everything That Is Good In ME, I Owe To You. I'm Truly Grateful . For The 2 Years n 10 Months Of Everything U've Shown ME. Now, I Am Almost Ready For All Kinds Of Work Lying Ahead Of Me, Whether The Road Is Smooth Or Not, I Must Move On Strongly. Thats All. I'm Typing All These Because I'm Leaving The Workplace On 1st August 2009. And This Will Mark An End To My Life As A Cook. I Wont Be A Cook AnyMore In The Future(I Guess So). I Will Miss EveryOne In The Kitchen And Those Who Came In N Left. All, Will Be Part Of My Precious Memory. Alright, I'm Gonna Stop Here, When That Day Comes, I Will Upload Everything , As A Precious Memory And To Remind ME Of This Life.

Her Name Is Alice, The Girl Who Open All The Doors In My Heart N Make Who I Am Today ! I Thank Her, Although We're No Longer Friends, I'll Always Remember Her . The Necklace Will Be Shining On My Chest Even Through My Darkest Hour~ My Strength !

xia0hu.

2009-07-19T22:33:00.003+08:00

Went To Watch Harry Potter With JH After My Music Lessons. The Show Was About 2.40mins long. Sit Unil My Butt Starting To Rot Liao. Rating For The Show = 3/5 (No So Extreme). :S . Guitar Lessons Was Smooth, New Playing Style Was Adopted Quickly. But Sadly, His Chinese Song Sing & Play Book (Zi Tan Zi Chang) Was In KL. Haiz.. I Guess I Got To Wait For That Book. I Promise I Gonna Train Hard For IT. I Wanna Be A Part Time Pub Singer. Cuz Music, My Passion For Life~. LOL. So No Choice, I Gotta Wait For Him To Bring It Back. Keyboard, lOL... As Awlays Need More Practice. During The Last 10 Minutes Of Lesson. I Request To Play N Sing Also. Songs Sang : David Tao - Ai Hen Jian Dan , Li Shen Jie - Cha Jian Er Guo & Finally , Ou Jun Rui - Fang Bu Xia De Si Nian. (LMAO). I Reqested For New Playing Style. And Now, Gonna Adapt To It. LOL. So, Now I Gonna Work Harder ~ And I Will ! Last Night, I Talked To My Mum Regarding My Future. And I've Decided I'm Gonna Enlist On 12 August Instead of 6th September. Final Decision. I've A Great Day Today ... Thank You~~~

Some Day I Gonna Be A Pub Singer.
Some Day You Will See ME Again.

2009-07-18T09:25:00.002+08:00

Excited :

Tomorrow, I'm Gonna Have A Dream Book~ My Teacher Is Giving It To ME, Hoho... Cant Wait. lOL... Aww... The Dumbell Is So Heavy, But If I Wanna Go In Late, There Is No Choice But To Make It Through ~ Sober... I Am Now, Sorry To JiaHui, You Saw ME In This Plight, lOL... The Mighty Xia0hu Will Also Have Is Feeling Down Moment~ (Of Course MAN ! I'm A Human Eh.) Yesterday, I Asked Again, My Friends Whether Do I Really Sounded Like Non-Singaporean ? And The Answer Is A Yes. Hmmm... I Guess Its TIme For ME To Do Somthing About IT ! But I'll Never Lose This Essence(Slang) Hoho.. Proud. Yeah, I'm Going Off...

* Shall Post More Tonight ~
* An Escape Of Chance Is Never RETURNED !
* Train More~~ Be HardWorking ~

2009-07-18T01:36:00.002+08:00

Today , I Spent $100 on DumbBell lOL. 11kg cost me $100. LOL in 2 weeks i spent around $900 le . lOL I Am Not Cheap lOL. Calculated, My Monthly Allowance + pay is 1.5k LOL. TOday, Alot Of Things Happened In Kitchen, Didnt know so much things had happened while i was on leave for 6 days. lOl.. There Are Girls who miss me in work place lOL. And Why does some people like to place themselves at a higher level. Acting dao + Acting cool, doesnt seem cool to me. You jsut let me feel that you place urself too high. Touched, 5 brothers accompany me for drinking. Serious this is the second time i drank so much. 2.5 bottle of bee~ lOL , Now I am 80% drunk , i cant see clearly, n think well lOL. All These brother so were so gd to me. They Accompany me as that was my emo day. lOL i believe i will get up fast.I am Touched by them lOL. Ok Time TO slp, Too Tired.

A Guy Who knows When A Girls Smile Is Nt Easy To come By...

2009-07-17T09:31:00.001+08:00

哭了才发现自己真的受伤了

你曾对我说你永远是我的

为了爱情我把自己的幸福都忘了

你快乐我就快乐

也许是我们彼此都太年轻了

总是特别容易沉溺在爱情里

每当我再次看到身边美丽的花火

你也离开我我还是想对你说

bady i love you so much

你走了我的心在淌血

bady you hurt me so bad

想要你回到我的世界

bady i love you so much

你给我的诺言已经瓦解

bady you hurt me so bad

只要我们都爱着无论多苦都值得

说好的你怎么忘记了

也许是我们彼此都太年轻了

总是特别容易沉溺在爱情里

每当我再次看到身边美丽的花火

你也离开我我还是想对你说

bady i love you so much

你走了我的心在淌血

bady you hurt me so bad

想要你回到我的世界

bady i love you so much

你给我的诺言已经瓦解

bady you hurt me so bad

只要我们都爱着无论多苦都值得

说好的你怎么忘记了

2009-07-17T08:51:00.002+08:00

Morning ~ Its 8.51 Am le. Ahhh... I Woke Up 1 Hour Early lOL. Alright ~ New Life Beings Now, I've Thought Alot During These Few Days, What Would I Want ? What Am I Going To Do ? How To Get There ? Seriously, I Thank Her, If Its Not Her, I Wont Be Able To See That I Stil Got Lots More To Work On. Thank You " Girl ". For Making Me Awake After 2 Years 5 Months Again Really Appreciate It ^^ .

Alright, Time To Go Get Prepare. Oh ~~~

I Will Post More Tonight~~

Maybe

2009-07-16T10:35:00.004+08:00

Meaningful Things, Sent By A Friend.

MAY BE…

Maybe. . we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the rightone so that, when we finally meet theright person, we will know how to begrateful for that gift

Maybe . . . it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it,but it is also true that we don't knowwhat we have been missing until itarrives

Maybe . . . the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past;after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures andheartaches.

Maybe . . you should hope for enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, and enoughhope to make you happy

Maybe . . . the happiest of peopledon't necessarily have the best ofeverything; they just make the most ofEverything that comes along their way.

Maybe .. . . the best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch andswing with, never say a word, and thenwalk away feeling like it was the bestConversation you've ever had.

Maybe . . . happiness waits for all those who cry, all those who hurt, allthose who have searched, and all thosewho have tried, for only they canappreciate the importance of all the people who have touched their lives.

May be . . you should do something nice for someone every single day, even ifit is simply to leave them alone

Maybe . . . there are moments in life when you miss someone -- a parent, aspouse, a friend, a child -- so muchthat you just want to pick them fromyour dreams and hug them for real, sothat once they are around you appreciate them more.

Maybe … giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they willlove you back. Don't expect love inreturn; just wait for it to grow intheir heart; but, if it doesn't, becontent that it grew in yours..

Maybe .. . . you should dream what youwant to dream; go where you want togo, be what you want to be, becauseyou have only one life and one chanceto do all the things you dream of, andwant to do.

"Life is only travelled ONCE, Today’s MOMENT becomes Tomorrow’s MEMORY.Enjoy every moment, good or bad, because the GIFT of LIFE is LIFE itself…."

Thoughts

2009-07-15T15:34:00.003+08:00

Me & HER :

Alright, I've Cooled Down. I Must Move On As She Wont Be Back. Yeah , Its A Pity, We've Onli Been Together for 5 days & We Ended. Sad ? Definitly , But No Choice , Its My Fault If I Didnt Show Her Abit of Temper Yesterdy, Then She Would Be With ME Now. So , All I Could Blame Is My Stupidity , What Is Wrong With ME ? I Would Not Show Any People My Temper All These. And This Is Not Like ME. Never Like ME. By The Time I've Realised, It's All Too Late , Very Late. She Told Me That I Could Not Change Myself AS This Was The Second Time Which I Didnt Control. And I Really Asked Myself, I Really Cant Changed? I Know I Could, That Is Why I Wanted A Chance But She've Already Made Up Her Mind. These Were The Words That I Didnt Told Her, I Cant Brought Myself To Say All These Out : I've Even Changed Bigger Things Than This, My ~~Views & Thinking~~ Ego For 16 Years, I Changed It In Order To Exchange For A Long Lasting Relationship. So , That "Stupidity Mood " Of Mine Can Really Be Changed In A Matter Of Time And Most Of All , Its Not Like ME To Say Angry Words Out To People. But Still, I Cant Brought Myself To Tell Her This, This Is Because I Do Not Want To Relate Any Of My Past With Her, HER Is HER & SHE Was SHE. Thus, I Kept Quiet & Let HER Go. I Dont Want Her To Be Worry About Me, As I Knows She've Gt Alot Of Problems Herself Too And I Do Not Worth Her To Be WorryAbout. But If We're Together, Definitly I Would Share All Her Burden With ME. I'm A Guy Who Cares My Love More Than Anything. As Long As She's Happy, The Last Piece Of Bread I Have, I Would Also Give It To Her Without Hesistation. Yes That Is Me. I'm Someone Who Willing To Put Everything Behind My Love As My Love For Someone Cannot Be Found So Easily, So This Is Why, I've Shown Her All My Cares & Concerns Without Asking For Anything In Return.

Actually I've Got Alot Of Things To Tell Her On That Night (Friday). I Was Super Sick On That Day, But Still I Went For Work. Why ? (Silly Me Isnt It ?) I Just Wanted To Do A Pizza For Her To Cheer Her Up As She Was Having A Bad Week (I Can Still Remember), With My Own Hands. My Sincerity , And Love For Her & Most Of All, I Missed Her Badly. (Which I Guess She Didnt Even Open That Pizza). Its Nt Easy For A Guy Who Would Go Till This Extent, What Does It Prove ? And What Have I Got ? (Nothing). I Wanted To Told Her That I'm Someone Who Is Also Willing To Tie Down If Can, I Can Promise HER ENTERNITY if She Promise She'll Stayed. I Wanted To Tell HER, "Baby" You've Made Me Broke The First 3 Exceptions Which I Would Never Break For. Firstly : All My Ex Gfs Was Born 1988, & I Would Show No Interest In Other Girls Of Age. Secondly : 7 Days We Knew Each Other And We're Together. Which I Would Normally Observe 1 Month To Decide. Lastly : First Time So Serious For a 5 Days Love, Which Other Girl I Would Not Even Care Anymore. The Were The Words Which I Wanted To Tell Her That Night. But (Smiling) , She Feels That We're Differnt & I Felt That She Wanted To End. I Cant Show Any Emotion At There, All The Things I Wanted To Tell Her Was Gone , All Gone. I Was Enduring, I Dare Not Look Into Her Eyes, I Afraid I Cant Control Myself, This is WHy I Avoided Looking At Her. And I Went Home Earlier, And I'm Stupid Real IDiot To Told Her ALL That Words That Hurt HEr. And Yesterday's Incident Too. I've Become So Stupid All Of A Sudden. But Things Said & Done Can No Longer Be Undone & Unsaid. I Cant Do Anything AnyMore. I'm Sorry.

Xia0hu, The Guy Who Has Something And Nothing.
Maybe My Love Would Come Back Someday. Only Heaven Knows

ZZZ

2009-07-15T12:01:00.006+08:00

ZzZ ... 7.30am Toa Payoh Stadium ! I woke up at 6.39am just go there and see it rains. Cab down, which costs me $30 ? lOL... When i could take bus there before the test begin. ZzZ. So who can i blame ? lOL, No one else but myself, if i took the test earlier then i do not have to go through all these. So the test commence at 9.30 am, and ended at 11++am. Well, I did not make it for one last station. Rust le , *pad pad myself* I'm not as Fit as i was 4 years ago anymore. Pull-Up. There is no second try for that, so, i must accept it. Now, My mind are full of things, Future, I really need to think well now, I would never messed with my future this is why i am accumulating as much skills as possible. I do not want to wait until then i would be worry about myself. I want to get prepared and be successful. I want to give my future (Wife ? Family ? Myself?) a better life. So xia0hu , work even harder do not slack ! I Gotta think well now ! ^^

Mood : Tired ...

We're Still Frens ^^

Random

2009-07-14T14:50:00.002+08:00

Something happened yesterday during the reruting of new members.

My Fren Flaffy Ask ME To Divorce (Li fen) then she join my FAm -_-"

HoHo, she so mean lOL. Anyway its just a game, Do not put so much stress in it. ^^

What Happened?!!

2009-07-14T09:11:00.002+08:00

She've Decided, The stupidity in me changes her impression. xia0hu.. you derserve it.

Outing ~

2009-07-14T02:09:00.020+08:00

As promised, I gonna make a post tonight. Well, I've had a super fun and tirring day today. Today was Cc (~ChickyClub~) first ever Fam outing. Organised it so as to celebrate our beloved -Qub- jie jie's (aka Mama's) b'day. I was rotting in the campus from 1 pm - 6 pm. But Luckily, I've gt something to do (Edit My Blog). After that I Went to Dover To meet Jiahui and go together. And I've Waited her for almost 30mins. lOL.. Proud of My Patience. And We meet everyone 715 at doughby ghaut MRT station. And Onli Jiahui, Jane jie jie and me reached the place early. The rest were late. Especially Candy(Summer) and MEI (Oink). They were so late. But at least they reach. As a Chinese say "Chi Dao Zhong Bi Mei Dao Hao." So, haha, cannot blame them la. lOL. Ok la, I'm nt going to say much, Let the pictures do all the talking.

Haha, the one holding the gaint jug is the "zu jiao" of the day. -Qub- Jie jie (aka Mama).
Do you think she can finish this whole jug by herself ? But Sadly to say, Omg SheReally Finished Everything. And the guy in blue jacket was Jason.

These were the food ordered. Haha So many Platters.

And Everyone Started Eating. These were jiahui(left) and lynda(Right)

And Poor Me, Still Have to Peel Prawn for For -Qub- Jie Jie haha. But No Choice

She the Boss Today. lOL

Thats Her ! The Boss. So Sweet Right.(Can't Say Bad things or else i will die la lOL)

Due to Some Reason, I'm Not Allowed to show the Lighting of Candles. (Her Age. lOL) So, These were the photo of us. Top (left to right) : jiahui , Lynda , Jessie Mei. Me, Jason Bottom (Left to Right) : Jane Jie jie , Candy (Summer) , -Qub- Jie jie , Jamie Jie Jie.

Eating Of Cakes :

Jane Jie jie & Candy (Summer)

Hoho, I'm So Fortunate right ? So Many Girls Around ME lOL.

The Audi Cpl (xia0hu & Summer) The Two "Boss" lOL.

The Only 2 Guys At The Outing. Jason Kor And ME.

My MEI & ME

Lynda & ME.

Jie Jie & ME.

Jane Jie Jie & ME(whahaha, my mouth so big)

Last but not least. Jiahui, The one who help me alot. ^^

Its was a great Outing. Seeing so many old game frens in real, the feeling is undescribable. However, Something Happened today ! ROAR ! A Service Staff Called ME a Madam ! ROAR. I was so shock ! Which Part Does I Look Like a WOMAN ! HEll No !! i'm 1000% Man lOL. I admit this is not the first time people call me a girl. So, I've gt nothing to say -_-" lOL.

Ps : Jie Jie, Thx so much for cheering me up ! The Love-Aid You Gave ME Really brighten up my day.

Ok, Time to slp. Its Getting late. Hmm...

Hurray ~

2009-07-13T16:59:00.002+08:00

Well , I Never Really Thought That I Would Start Blogging. From 2004 till Now, I Was A Strictly " No To Blogging " Person. I Guess Something Really Big Happens Again which Changes ME ( I Guess Some Would Know Why). Haha, But Who Cares, xia0hu is here to Blog. Haha So Yeah, Welcome To My World . Where All Secret Lies.

I'll start to post more things tonight.